#tsopg

To making the longevity porridge (yh it was Kang Ju's idea and it makes me cry a little that they both knew, these two people who loves Zhijing so much, even tho they never explicitly discussed it together)

To making a belt for him because he's grown thinner

And saying there's nothing more important than spending time with Zhijing

To asking Jinran for the best physicians and the antidote from the other guy i can't remember his name rn lol

And i think partly she didn't want to admit it aloud because she's lost a lot of people she loves but she couldn't help wishing and doing as best that she knew how to to make him stay and/or get better

But in the end Duanwu gave in and asked him not to leave.

What will always get me is 'the love is there but it still wasn't enough to change the story"