#trypophobia t

track listing & selected lyrics:

i’m a fantastic wreck - montaigne [and if nothing else can change me / and i am just this way / would you love me?] | relaxation contest - squalloscope [don’t call me by my old names / don’t tell me i’m somebody else] | dirty diamond - neko case [i sold my flesh that i might die / so the world will spin / and my cubs won’t cry] | insect calm - ayria [i’ve been bound too long to this confining shell / like a tiny hell / that can’t calm this restless mind] | bad believer - st vincent [show me your stones / i’m just a bad believer / what do you know? / what do you know?] | fineshrine - purity ring [get a little closer, let fold / cut open my sternum and fold / my little ribs around you] | WIGGLE - black dresses [they tried to push me down / but i just wiggled around / until they couldn’t hold me / years and years, they couldn’t hold me] | night of the worm moon - shana cleveland [nothing’s the loudest sound / in a house when no one’s around / i get what i deserve / putting my body first]

this playlist ended up being much less about worms and much more about transformation/devotion/the desire for connection and unconditional love, which to me are all very jane things, so i hope you enjoy it anyways!

she answered to my kiss with a rotten tongue

"was that it? was i swayed and drawn simply by the prospect of being genuinely loved? not loved as you would understand it. a deeper, more primal love. a need as much as a feeling. love that consumes you in all ways."