" Hey Makoto?" There's hesitation present in her voice — of course there would be; the tension in this very living room used to be so thick that a knife could slice through it. There are moments that still weigh heavily on her, guilt she still carries presently — she's said things that she wishes she could take back.
Slowly, she slides an envelope across the table. Inside, Makoto would find an all expenses covered hot spring resort. Whilst it was meant for two, should her sister decide to bring another, Sae already arranged to have the excess charged to her card.
" Happy birthday." she smiles softly. Whilst she would love to go with her sister, she wouldn't push for it. "You should invite someone to go with you."
It's unfortunate bad memories were easier to recall when one found themselves inside a familiar, well-known and well-visited room. Vivid imagery of closed-off body language, raised voices spitting insults and frustrations reaching their breaking point, all due to a singular source plaguing the estranged sisters. It's only been in recent years more of those pleasant, fond instances casted themselves away, replaced by moments the older Nijima blatantly belittled Makoto's progress. Even her mere presence perturbed the prosecutor to a point the work day's stresses tumultuously avalanched upon the younger Nijima's shoulders.
She remembered escaping to her room once the dust settled, burying her nose inside yet another school book or any sort of reading distraction. The various Buchimaru plushies became comfort friends when Makoto's inner anguish and anxiety flared up. Why seek any sort of consolation from a sister too strained by her career, and too inconvenienced by raising a younger sibling? Makoto couldn't do that to Sis. She loved Sae, despite her obvious resentment.
Those reasons contributed towards Makoto's complaisant behavior. An out of pocket rebuttal only resulted in verbal, or physical, consequences depending on the accusation. Keep her head low, don't rouse any unnecessary attention, stick with the status quo, all these 'lessons of life' never brought her any conflict in school or at home thereafter. It made Sae's life easier. But not Makoto's. She missed those rousing dinner table conversations with Sis and her father, ones where healthy arguments always encouraged Makoto to think from another perspective. When one of those rare off days occurred, Dad encouraged hitting up downtown Shibuya or Jinbocho for an afternoon Nijima family jaunt. He always bought her a little trinket as a memento of their time together.
It'd never happen again. Growing up meant moving on, steer forward instead of looking back, and leave the childish whimsy behind.
Holidays, as well as other celebrations rarely received any recognition in the years following their father's death. Christmas came and went without much fanfare, and the same happened around their birthdays as well. The only reason Makoto remembered was due to the school's monthly birthday listings posted on the hallway calendar. But what did it matter if no one, not even her own sister, showed their appreciation? No friends gifting cute presents, no messy homemade birthday cake with an illegible message spelled out in icing font, not even a single card albeit Sis's last minute thought on her way home from work. It didn't matter to Makoto.
When warmth blossomed like a budding spring flower at the sight of Ryuji's sunbeam smile, holding out a makeshift motorcycle made from a beginner's gunpla kit, it mattered. When an impromptu shopping trip turned into a free lunch, and an extra strawberry cream crepe courtesy of Ann's modeling gig, it mattered even more. When even Joker decided on renting out Leblanc's space after hours for a small get-together, complete with free drinks and the promised homemade cake sprinkled with lit candles, she nearly cried on sight. And now, in a hushed moment between the two sisters, where Sis approached the younger Nijima in a very meek manner, Makoto listened.
The envelope found itself in Makoto's hands after a momentary beat, letting her mind ponder about the contents hidden inside. A gift certificate, the most logical deduction since it's one of those last minute ideas anyone could grab. It's that but something much more, enough of a genuine surprise to leave Makoto speechless. Eyes widened rereading the welcome message, accompanied with an official, written certification approving two guests for a weekend luxury experience. This wasn't cheap. This costed more than a pretty yen. An entire month's paycheck? Or two months!? Three months!? She shouldn't accept it if it meant Sis's finances took a noticeable decline, yet it's the first thoughtful gift she'd been offered from her sister since who knew when.
Sacrificing her own funds to provide Makoto a more than satisfactory birthday present, as if she purposefully thought this far to cover for those times where ignorance took priority. Sae was actively trying to mend the broken relationship that almost had been severed, if not for her doing and the rest of the thieves. If she began opening her heart for forgiveness now, Makoto didn't want to refuse.
"...I'm...shocked...Sis, this is..." Her hands tightened around the paper, crinkling the invitation between shaky fingers. "...I'm...I really don't...know what I should say..." She should extend her gratitude for Sae's present, because that was the most logical response when gift-giving. But a simple 'thank you' hardly covered the true extent of Makoto's appreciation. Why convey her feelings from an analytical perspective when this exchange started on emotional grounds? She respected her sister, she admired her, she saw Sis as her role model from a very young age. And above all, she truly loved her older sister.
Her decision came easier than any test question or exam problem. The brunette matched Sae's smile, soft and gentle, while she extended her hand holding the invitation and placed it in the other's open palm. "...you're right, and I think I know who'd I like to spend that time with..."
The promised sister getaway wasn't too far of a reach now.