#trooper jesse

When Jesse had told you he was being promoted to ARC Trooper, you were ecstatic for him. When he had told you he would become a Lieutenant, you were filled even more with pride. Jesse deserved to have his achievements recognised, and he loved his brothers and was more than capable of being Rex’s right hand man. You didn’t think you could put into words just how much Jesse deserved all of this.

The only downside though, was that he was being sent back to Kamino. To the long necks or aiwha-bait as the clones called them. You didn’t know how long he would be away, neither did he. The ARC training programme was a closely guarded secret, known only to those who had gone through with it.

So you were spending as much time as you could with Jesse before he had to go. For most of his leave, you had spent the time glued to his side, not willing to leave him for a moment. Even if it meant that you were sneaked into the barracks so he could gather some of his things and meet up with a few of his brothers.

Currently, the two of you were in your apartment, cuddled up with each other on the couch and half watching a show that you had on. You were more interested in your handsome trooper, and the way his hand felt gliding up and down your side, the other combing through your hair. It was half dragging you towards sleep, but there was a slow, lazy thrum of arousal keeping you awake.

Yawning, you pressed yourself back against him, your butt backed up against his crotch. A low growl escaped Jesse, as you felt his cock begin to harden against you. His arm wrapped around your chest, bringing you closer into him if that was possible.

“What ya doing, babe?” he murmured into your ear, the warmth of his breath caressing the sensitive skin and you fought a shiver as goosebumps erupted over your skin.

“Just getting comfy” you smiled, entwining your hand with the one that was pressed into your chest, arm snug between the valleys of your breasts.

He hummed in reply, shifting his hips against yours and holding you tight. He didn’t move, just pressed himself against you.

“My, trooper, is that a blaster in your pocket or are you happy to see me?” you teased, sending him a wink.

Jesse let out a loud chuckle, burying his face into your neck. “That was terrible cyare!” he groaned, shaking his head, amusement clear in his voice.

“What? It’s a classic” you giggled, turning your head to press a kiss to the tattoo on his shaved head.

“It sounded like something Fives would say” he grinned, heart warming at the small kiss. He loved feeling you and getting kissed by you, it was so different to all the harsh touches he had experienced on Kamino. He’d miss it even more when he went back to that cold, hard environment.

You groaned, digging your elbow back into Jesse and hearing a small grunt at the move. “I am nothing like Fives, I am much more classy” you reminded him, a small smile on your face that you hoped Jesse couldn’t see.

“Yes you are, mesh’la. So. Much. Better” he murmured, laying kisses along your shoulders after each word.

You hummed, hips rocking back to meet his and feel the twitch of his cock against you.

“Was there something you wanted?” you purred out, enjoying teasing him on the couch. Since he had returned to you, every room in your place had seen the pair of you fucking. It was hard to keep your hands off your trooper, and you knew Jesse felt the same. He enjoyed pulling you to him, pressing kisses along your skin and muttering filth in your ear whenever he got the opportunity.

Jesse cleared his throat, and you could feel the warmth from his cheeks as he flushed against you. “Actually, cyare, there was something I’ve been thinking of” he admitted, hands playing with the hem of your shirt.

Frowning at how nervous he was acting, you reached back and hooked your arm around his neck, hoping the small touches against his nape would calm him down. “What is it? You can always tell me” you assured, squeezing slightly to try and loosen the suddenly tense muscles.

“Will you… will you make a holo with me?”

The silence that rang out in the apartment was betrayed by the sound of your heart thrumming in your ears. He wanted to make a dirty holovid with you? Wanted to record your most intimate and passionate time together?

You pulled away, pushing yourself up to turn and stare at him. Jesse seemed to realise that the relaxed atmosphere from before had changed and quickly sat up also. He had such a nervous expression on his face, unsure how you would react to his words. Truthfully, you didn’t know how to feel about his request either.

On some level, his words excited you. It was such a forbidden thing, recording yourself during sex and watching it back. It spoke of just how much Jesse wanted you as well, how much he would miss you during his time away. Although you didn’t know much about the ARC training programme, you had met Fives and Rex, some of the bravest troopers of the 501st. So you reasoned with yourself that it had to be a tough programme to go through. It was only natural he would yearn for the comforts of home and the way you two would be together.

But another part of you was still left unsure as well, because of the forbidden nature. You had heard about incidents where the holovid had been released on the holonet and people’s reputations and lives ruined. Not for one moment did you think Jesse would do that, but if anyone was to find out… who knows what they could do? To not have control over the situation felt nerve-wracking. What if someone found out and Jesse was punished for having that with him? You didn’t want him to lose his promotion and get kicked out of ARC training, or worse!

“I’m not sure about this Jesse” you murmured, shaking your head and pulling your legs up underneath you.

“What aren’t you sure about, pretty girl?” he asked softly, reaching to take your hand in his. It’s warm and large, easily encompassing your own. It’s soothing and protective all at once, just like Jesse.

“What if you get in trouble? I don’t want to see your career ruined because of me, Jesse” you sighed, squeezing his hand and pulling it into your lap.

“We won’t, babe. I promise, and it’s not like they’ll demote me, just because we recorded this. Besides, the GAR turns a blind eye to it’s troopers dating, otherwise half the army would be decommissioned on the spot” he remarked wryly, shuffling closer to you until his thigh was pressed against your own. “What else is bothering you?” he inquired.

“I don’t know, just… it’s not something you’re meant to do” you shrugged, trying to sort out your own thoughts about this.

“Says who, sweetheart?”

“Everyone! I mean… it’s not… it’s like a taboo thing, isn’t it? People look down on you and you’re humiliated if anyone finds out” you worried, biting at your lip and playing with his fingers. You traced the callouses over his hands, remembering how they feel when Jesse touches you, runs his hands over your body and gives you only the upmost pleasure.

“Nobody will find out, mesh’la, it’ll only be me and you. Nobody else will find out, I swear. Do you trust me?” Jesse assured, cupping your face and bringing it up so your eyes could meet.

“Of course I trust you!” you exclaimed, face scrunching up in indignation at that. Jesse couldn’t help but think how cute you looked, and he leaned forward to place a kiss on your furrowed brow.

“Then trust me with this. I’ll make sure that nobody will ever find out and that we won’t be in trouble. We’ll be absolutely fine” he smiled, stroking your hair back away from where it fell into your face.

Taking a deep breath, you let his reassuring words and soothing presence comfort you. Jesse always kept his word. He was kind, honest and loyal. He always made sure that you felt loved and safe whenever you were with him. If he said nothing would happen, then nothing would happen. Plus the thought did excite you a little.

“Why do you want to do it?” you asked him, realising that you had spoken about your own worries, but not necessarily about his own reasoning behind it. Jesse never really asked much from you, so for him to ask you this, there must be a reason behind it.

The trooper in front of you blushed a little, cheeks turning pink under your watchful eye. However he quickly put on that cocky bravado that you knew and loved just as much as his soft, sensitive side. “Come on mesh’la, I miss you when I’m away and I can’t stand being away from you. Can’t I have a little something to keep me going until I get back?” Jesse pouted, pulling you into his lap.

“Oh so it’s just because you want to make a dirty home holovid” you rolled your eyes, ignoring the way your core tightened at his words.

“You wound me, cyare” he gasped, placing a hand over his large chest. “I just want to remind myself of what I’m missing” he shook his head, a wide smile pulling on his face at hearing you giggle at him.

“How will you sneak it onto Kamino? I thought they check all your stuff coming in” you frowned, leaning into his chest and snuggling into the warmth that he gave out. He was like your own personal heater.

Jesse’s chest rumbled from underneath you as he chuckled, scooping you up off his lap and placing you next to him. “I’ve thought about that!” he grinned, heading back over to the pile of armour he had placed next to the door. He plucked off his helmet and turned to face you proudly.

Staring into the eyes of the black visor and taking in the matching Republic cog tattoo, you knew you wanted to say yes. Using his helmet to record you would be good, but it would also mean that you wouldn’t be able to kiss as much as you’d like. And Jesse was a damn good kisser.

“I’ll record us using my bucket. Then it’ll be like you’re there with me” he announced, and you couldn’t help but smile at that. He really would miss you when he went back to Kamino. Just as much as you would miss him.

He came to place his bucket on the caf table in front of you, and sat down again. He plucked your hand from your lap and pressed a kiss to your knuckles, before squeezing your knee with his other hand.

“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to babe” he reminded firmly, making sure you knew how sincere he was. This wouldn’t be fun if you didn’t want to do it too.

“No, I do! It feels exciting” you grinned, ducking your head as you felt your cheeks flush. He chuckled at your admittance. “But, what if someone sees?” you worried, glancing at the helmet that seemed to be staring at you.

“Nobody will see, babe. I’ll play it on my HUD when I’m alone” he assured, rubbing soothing strokes against your thigh with his thumb.

“You make sure nobody else can find it. Double encrypt it or something!” you insisted, glaring at him insistently. You could just imagine his brothers’ reactions if they ever saw the holovid you were going to create.

“I will, it’ll be in a secure folder, encrypted and password protected, I swear” he promised, hand over his heart as he looking at you with an exciting grin on his face, eyes dancing with exhilaration at what was about to happen.

“Okay, your eyes only, Jesse!” you nodded, toying with the hem of his blacks.

“My eyes only, beautiful” he agreed, pulling you in for a soft and gentle kiss. He appreciated everything you did for him, including this. God he would miss you while he was away. Nudging his tongue against the seam of your lips, he swept in when you opened up for him, losing himself in your touch and the sweet taste of the ice cream you had shared on the way back to your apartment. His hand fell to your waist, pulling you onto his lap as he kissed you.

Pulling back, you nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck, laying kisses along the sensitive spot just above his Adam's apple. You could feel him swallow in reaction and grinned at how much he enjoyed even your simplest of touches. “Shall we take this to the bedroom?” you suggested, kissing his jaw before pulling back to look at him. His beautiful brown orbs had darkened since your kiss and it left you feeling breathless at just how handsome your man was.

“Lead the way, gorgeous” he said, voice low and rough from the heat that was running through his body due to your kisses and willingness to try this new experience out with him. He guided you up off his lap and quickly snagged his helmet off the table before landing a swat to your bottom. He chuckled at the little yelp you let out at that, before laying a hand to the small of your back, encouraging you to get a move on.

When you got to the bedroom, you turned to face him, an eagerness in both of you that had you pulling him by his blacks towards you. You smashed your lips together, Jesse moaning at how your tongue swept into his mouth. He threw his bucket on the bed and wrapped his arms around you, holding you tight against his chest until the both of you pulled away, panting for breath.

“God, you’re gorgeous mesh’la. Thank you so much for doing this for me” he breathed, shaking his head in awe at how lucky he had got. You were the best thing in his life. What had he done to deserve someone as lovely and perfect as you?

“I want to Jesse, I want to do it for me as well” you nodded, laying kisses along his jaw before tracing over his tattoo with small kisses that had him groaning. “How do you want to do this?”

Jesse grinned, pressing a swift kiss to you before pulling away and setting up the helmet on your night stand. “I thought we’d set this up here. I want to taste you, mesh’la. Want to feel you dripping down my chin” he teased, turning to send you a wink.

You felt heat rush through you at that, but you weren’t ready to give him everything he wanted just yet. “Get me naked then, trooper” you ordered, biting your lip coyly.

“Yes ma’am!” he smirked, reaching for the hem of your shirt. He wasted no time in pulling it over your head, lips descending down your neck and to your collarbone as soon as it was off you. You sighed, running your hand over his shaved head when you felt him suck a mark into your tender skin.

You shuddered as his warm tongue lathed attention on the marks he was creating, soothing them when he got a bit too rough. Although you didn’t mind, they would be a nice reminder for when he left. However you cried out when his teeth grazed a mark he had already left beneath your collarbone.

“Jesse! I’m going to look like I’ve been mauled!” you whined, pushing his head away.

“Sorry, sweetheart” he apologised, pressing an apologetic kiss to your cheek.

“It’s okay, help me off with this?” you suggested, pulling at your chest band. He nodded eagerly, not needing to be told twice as he swiftly removed it from you.

“Kriff, I can’t believe how beautiful you are” he mumbled, one hand running up your spine and the other coming to massage the tender and red flesh from your bra. He watched in rapt attention as your nipples pebbled in the cool air of the room and you felt the twitch in his pants at seeing how your body reacted to him.

Jesse leaned down, taking one of them into his mouth and flicking it gently with his tongue. Gasping, you arched into him, aided by him pressing you even further into him by the hand on your back. Suckling lightly on you, his hand came to toy with your other nipple, giving it just as much attention as the one currently in his mouth.

“Jess! Kriff, you feel so good” you sighed, closing your eyes and letting him explore your body. He hummed around you and you felt your panties dampen even more at that.

Content to just use his mouth on your breasts, his hands came down to the waistline of your trousers, pushing them and your underwear off in one go until they bunched around your knees. You helped him further, kicking them off until you stood naked before him.

“Fuck, that’s going to look so good when I watch it back. You’re always beautiful like this” he realised, pulling back so he could run his heated, lustful gaze over your exposed body.

“I don’t want to be the only naked one here, Jess” you reminded, smiling brightly up at him. You grabbed once more for the top of his blacks, swiftly pulling the offending material away from him and up over his arms. He helped bend down a little so you could get them off and you threw it away to the side, eager to see him.

Jesse smirked at you, delighting in how impatient you were to get him just as naked and bare as you. He couldn’t help it as he puffed his chest out a little, cocky side showing up just a little. He knew he looked good, and he knew that you loved looking at the way his broad chest and arms stretched over bustling muscles.

“Like what you see, mesh’la?” he teased, raising an eyebrow at you.

However, that was soon wiped off his face as you dropped to your knees in front of him. “Oh” he breathed, the sight of you in between his spread legs enough to make all blood rush to his cock. You looked gorgeous down there, looking coyly up at him through under your lashes.

“I do, but seeing as we’re not going to be able to kiss much during this; I at least wanted to make use of my mouth elsewhere” you smirked, unfastening his bottoms and pushing them down. His cock popped out of them, already delightfully hard and the head a dusky tan.

Holding back the groan that wanted to come out, you clenched your thighs together, trying to relieve the tension in between your legs at the stab of pleasure that shot through you at the sight of him. Jesse was thick everywhere, thick chest, thick thighs and thick cock. The man was build like a tank, and you could only imagine that he’ll only get bigger after completing his ARC training. You couldn’t wait to see him when he returned home to you.

But he was here now, and that was what you needed to focus on. You gripped his shaft in a light hold, running your hands up and down him a couple of times. Admiring the sight of him as he threw he head back in a groan at your teasing touch. You liked having him like this, completely at your mercy and just waiting for you to move. His hands was bunched at his waist, restraining himself from grabbing onto you. Well, you couldn’t have that.

“It’s okay love, you can hold my hair” you assured, guiding his hand into your strands before you gave an experimental lick from the bottom of his cock all the way up to the tip. Jesse cried out, hands tightening in your hair as you took the tip of his cock into your mouth, running your tongue along the rim and dipping into the head.

“Holy kriffing hells!” he cursed, eyes squeezed shut at the way your warm, wet mouth felt around him. He had to stop himself from thrusting himself further into your mouth.

You moaned around the head, before pushing down his length. Your hands came up to grip his thick thighs for balance, feeling the muscles tense under your palms. Bobbing your head a few times, getting into a slow and teasing rhythm, you put your all into giving him the best blow job he had ever had in his life. If this was what he was going to be watching on those lonely nights in Kamino, you were going to make it memorable for him.

When you felt him hit the back of your throat, you pushed down the gag reflex that you had, curling your fingers around your thumb in a tight fist to keep you breathing steadily.

Jesse hissed out at the feeling of the warm huffs of air from your nose hitting the dark curls at the base of his cock. Looking down, he almost regretted it, as his balls tightened up even more. Your lips were spread wide over his thick length, holding him inside of you and keeping steady.

Finally you moved, bobbing your head up and down his length, pumping your hand around the bottom of his cock as you did. Jesse’s hand tightened and pulled on your hair, guiding you as gently as he could while you sucked hard on the tip on ever withdrawal.

The wet sounds as you took him in made arousal flood from you, and you reached down to swipe your fingers through your folds, trying to ease the pressure. You hoped he didn’t notice you do that, it would be a nice surprise for him to see just how much it affected you while you were sucking his cock.

Even when Jesse was guiding you he remained gentle, making sure not to pull too hard and let you go at the pace you wanted. Wanting to reward him for the attentive action, you looked up to meet his dark, desired filled brown orbs with your own. You could feel him shudder as your gazes locked onto each other, even more so when you cupped his balls and played with them.

“FUCK! Mesh’la… I’m not gonna last” he panted out, trying to pull you off his cock.

“It’s okay… want you to cum” you smiled filthily up at him.

Jesse had to bite his lip and slammed his eyes shut to stop himself cumming from your teasing look and words alone.

You took him back into your mouth, forcing him to the back of your throat as you kept a quick teasing rhythm.

The combination of your hand playing with his balls, the feel of your hot, cavern swallowing him down to his root and the way he could feel your throat muscles constrict around him was enough to shove Jesse off a cliff. He whined out your name as his hips thrust forward, shooting his load down your throat and gasping as you swallowed around him.

Pulling away, you licked the corner of your lips, collected the drop of spend that you hadn’t managed to get. Jesse shuddered above you, and if he hadn’t just cummed harder than he had in his life, then he would be rock hard in seconds.

Scooping you up into his arms, he pulled you to him, tasting himself on your tongue. He couldn’t help but groan, tightening his grip on your waist. Pulling away, he rested his forehead against yours, eyes closed shut as he took in deep breaths.

“Your turn now, mesh’la” he murmured, trailing his hands up your sides. “Get on the bed, love” he instructed, giving your breasts one last squeeze before sending you on your way.

“How do you want me?” you grinned, climbing onto your bed and sending him a teasing look.

“Now, that’s a question” he chuckled, grabbing your ankles and pulling you further down the bed, closer to the night stand so that his helmet could capture everything. “Stay right there, it’s my turn to make you feel good” he said, sending you a cocky grin as he climbed up in between your legs.

Jesse pressed a trail of kisses up your thighs, his stubble burning pleasantly against your tender skin, until he gave a little nip at the point where your thigh met your hip. Looking up at you, he pushed your legs wider so his broad shoulders could fit in between them. You gasped at the movement, flushing heavily as you felt yourself even more exposed to his hungry gaze.

“You’re dripping for me love. Was you really that turned on by sucking my cock?” he grunted, hands skimming up and down your thighs.

“Yeah… love your cock” you moaned, leaning up on your elbows to watch him.

Jesse nuzzled his face into your inner thigh, delighting you at the feel of his stubble grazing against your tender skin. “God you don’t know what you do to me” he growled, before licking a stripe from your opening up to your clit. He swirled his tongue around lightly before pulling away.

“Fuck!” you cursed, throwing your head back and collapsing into the bed once more. “Jesse!” you cried, hand reaching down to clutch at him. Your fingers scrambled over his head and shoulders as he began to suck lightly on you.

His fingers slid between your folds, collecting the slick that was leaking from you and spreading it around your entrance. He moved down to lick at you, groaning as the taste of you flooded his tongue. Pressing deeper into you, he couldn’t help but moan, vibrations from him causing the coil to tighten even more.

“Taste so sweet” he sighed, gripping your thighs and throwing them over his shoulders, making sure to give them a light squeeze. You took the chance to dig your heels into his lower back, urging him on as he pressed a finger into you. You huffed at the stretch of his thick finger, hips bucking against him.

“More Jesse!” you demanded, trying to push down onto his face. You groaned as you felt another finger push inside of you.

“Don’t be greedy mesh’la. You know I’m a man on my word” he chuckled, pumping his fingers at a quick pace, sliding his tongue over your clit and sucking it into his lips. You felt waves of pleasure rush over you as he pushed you to the edge, his fingers curling upwards to hit that spot inside of you.

“Please, please, I need more” you gasped, rolling your hips against his face and smearing your wetness all along his cheeks, just like he wanted.

“Yeah, you want more of my fingers, pretty girl?” he groaned, drinking in your slick. Using his arm, he pinned you down, draping his arm across your waist. Picking up his pace, he thrust his two fingers, then three inside of you, twisting and pressing against your tight walls.

You felt your pleasure building and building, threatening to push you over the edge as Jesse grazed his teeth lightly against the bundle of nerves at your core. He moaned into your glistening core, unable to help it. He would never be able to get enough of your sweet taste. You felt yourself clench around his fingers at the added stimulation, making him chuckle.

“Oh you like that, mesh’la? Like when I eat you out, lick you all up” he teased, turning to nip at your groin before running his tongue over the mark soothingly.

“Yes! Please Jess! I’m close!” you begged, trying to grind down onto his face, desperate to feel his 5 o’clock shadow scrape against you as you sought your pleasure. But his arm was like a vice against you, not allowing you to do much more than wiggle a little. Instead you clasped your thighs around his head and dug your heels into the small of his back. The only thing you could see was his tattoo sticking out from between your legs.

Jesse took your clit back into his mouth, humming deliciously around the hard nub and curled his fingers devastatingly against you. Throwing your head back, you let out a cry of his name as you fell over the edge, feeling ecstasy flow through you as he continued to lightly flick his tongue against you, helping you ride the wave of your orgasm.

When it got too much, you pushed his head away from you with a small whine. He helped you slip your thighs off his broad shoulders before he was climbing up your body, laying kisses along your curves before he reached your mouth. Pulling him down, you slotted your mouth against his, tasting your own arousal on his tongue as you felt him put his weight down on you, feeling his already hard length against your stomach. The taste of you mixing together on your tongues was making you feel a bit heady and you could feel the sparks beginning again.

“Looks like you got your wish” you breathed, pulling away to wipe some of your slick from his cheek. You gasped as he pulled your finger into his mouth, running his tongue over the pad and sucking it gently.

“Hmm, you taste delicious baby” he said, sending you a sexy smirk as he saw how wide your eyes had blown at him.

“Insatiable” you muttered, cupping his cheek and enjoying the way he nuzzled into your palm in a soft gesture of affection. “Ready for round 2?” you asked, rolling your hips up to his.

“Kriff, the sounds and taste of you got me so hard baby, I nearly blew a load just watching you cum” he admitted, flush blossoming on his cheeks and down his neck.

You couldn’t help but grin, feeling proud of the way you affected Jesse so much. He was so handsome and such a brave soldier. So knowing you could reduce him to a hot, hard mess just from eating you out did wonders for your confidence levels.

“Yeah, that’s right baby. You make me so hard without even trying. Every time I see you, makes me want to throw you over my shoulder and fuck you silly” he whispered, laying kisses along your jaw before coming to stop to press the words into your ear.

Shuddering at the feel of his warm breath and the way his words had you clenching around nothing, you took his hand and slid it in between you. “Jesse, I need you to fuck me now” you ordered, biting your lip as you watched his eyes darken and his face took on a hungrier look.

“Alright pretty girl, let me go get my bucket. It’s going to look so good watching you bounce on my dick” he nodded, as he got to his knees and grabbed the helmet from off the side.

Almost forgetting it was there, you stopped Jesse before he put it on. “One last kiss?” you requested. It made Jesse smile and press his lips softly against yours, savouring the feel and taste of you before you pulled away, panting.

Donning the helmet, it almost felt like a weight was added onto you as you stared into the black visor. Trying to catch his eyes through it was impossible, all you could see was your own blissed and fucked out expression as you waited for him to get comfortable.

“Ready for this?” he asked a final time, running his hands up and down your thighs, soothingly. His voice sounded even deeper when coming through his mouth piece.

“Yeah, yeah I am” you confirmed, trailing your hands up his chest and tweaking one of his nipples.

Jesse’s hips rocked forward as a hiss came through the modulator. “Want you to ride me for a bit” he told you, lying down beside you on the bed. You went to turn around and straddle him but he shook his head, hands falling on your hips to still you. “Not like that, pretty girl. I want to see your ass bounce as you take me” he explained, lifting your leg up to shuffle you over to him.

You felt your body flush at that, could just imagine what you would look like as he recorded you taking him like this. Placing your hands on his thick thighs for balance, Jesse helped guide you until you were hovering over his cock.

A loud groan was heard from behind you, as Jesse’s hands came to squeeze your ass. “God, you don’t know how good you look like this mesh’la. This ass… I could worship every day and it would never be enough” he sighed, spreading your cheeks apart.

Biting your lip, you reached down to notch his cock against your entrance before taking a deep breath and sinking down on him. The stretch was always a struggle, enhanced by Jesse’s handful of your ass keeping you spread open, his cock just as thick as the rest of him. Letting out a whimper as you slowly let your hips meet his until he was buried all the way inside of you. You took in a few deep gasping pants, the feel of him splitting you open.

“Oh, mesh’la… fuck! You feel so good, so tight around me. Should see the way you take me in, like you were made for me. Like I was made to fit inside of your pretty little hole” he growled out, filth falling from his mouth as he stared at the way you just swallowed him inside of you.

“Fuck! Jesse! Don’t say things like that” you hissed out, eyes slammed close to keep yourself still until you became used to his size.

“Why not, baby? It’s true, isn’t it?” he teased, hands trailing soothingly up and down the expanse of your back.

You nodded, relaxing back into the warmth of his hands and feeling your inner muscles flutter around him. “’Cause I’m gonna cum if you do” you warned, finally feeling the stretch transition into pleasure at the way he filled you up just right.

“Want you to love, want to make you feel so good” he promised, hands coming to squeeze your hips as you lifted yourself up off his cock before falling down in a short, quick move. He gasped, feeling the way your walls clutched at his length on every rise before swallowing him down on every fall.

“Oh, you do! Make me feel so good” you breathed, pushing yourself up onto your knees and entwining your hands with the ones on your hips. He squeezed your fingers, letting you decide the pace for the moment as you continued to take his cock deep inside of you, determined to listen to all the pretty sounds Jesse was making as you rode him.

His cock was splitting inside of you as you felt yourself gush around him, making arousal pool at the base of him. Rocking up and down on him, losing yourself in the way that his tip brushed against that spot inside of you that just felt so good. You could already feel another orgasm coming, stoked by your rolling hips against him and the way he thrust up into you.

Every ridge and throbbing vein along his length could be felt as you dragged yourself up and down his length, grinding your hips against him every time he bottomed out. The coil inside of you was getting tighter and tighter and your pace began to falter as another release approached.

“Oh fuck me, gorgeous. You feel amazing around me” he groaned, hands guiding you up and down, supporting you as you rode him. When your thighs burned and you couldn’t keep your rhythm going, he tugged you down and lifted you harshly, making you cry out and fall forward, clutching at his powerful thighs as he thrust up into you.

“Jesse!” you shouted, breath hitching in your throat as soon as you had finished. The room felt sweltering, and you could feel the heat coming from the pair of you. It made you feel like you would combust with pleasure as Jesse stoked the flames inside of you higher and higher.

“Hold on love, want to change positions” he murmured, and that was the only warning you received before the hands guiding you up and down his cock suddenly gripped your hips tightly and flipped you over onto your front, cock still pressed inside you.

The moan you let out echoed across the room at the way he was pinning you down with his body, hands coming to squeeze at the globes of your arse before landing a quick swat to you. The sharp, pain radiated from your cheek before he ran a soothing hand over you, making you grit your teeth and hiss out as your budding release started to ebb now that he wasn’t pounding into you any longer.

Jesse rolled his hips against your ass for a moment longer before he was pulling out with a breathless chuckle when you whined at him leaving you empty, even for a moment. He gripped your thighs bringing them up underneath you to support your weight. Keeping you steady with a hand at your waist, the other gripped his cock, pushing the tip through your folds and brushing it against your clit. You groaned into the sheets beneath you, hands twisting the material as you threw your hips back to chase the pleasure he was teasing you with. Jesse’s speaker gave a mix between a groan and an airy laugh before he moved. The change in angle was devastating as he slid back into you.

You could feel him even deeper inside of you now, hips pressed against your ass as his length carved out a place for himself inside of you. Your walls fluttered around him, squeezing and drawing him further in until he let out a loud cry of your name. Pushing your hips further back into him, not caring you were on display for him as you arched your back, trying to encourage him to move.

“Don’t know how perfect you look babe, so beautiful like this. Spread out for me to take, to fuck this pretty little hole like you deserve. Oh! Do you like this? Being like this for me? Being a good girl and waiting for me to fuck her” he drawled, pulling his length out slowly and gritting his teeth at the way you clutched onto his cock, eager to keep it inside of you. Drawing out the tension as you continued to writhe and nudge at his legs with your own, he held you there for a moment longer, just the tip of his cock inside of you.

“JESSE!” you yelled, reaching behind you to try and get a hold on him.

He slammed his cock back into you, hand gripping the wrist of your hand and pinning it to the small of your back.

You screamed at the way his cock pushed deeper inside of you, splitting you open on his length as he kept a hurried and rough pace. The way Jesse was holding you, pinning you down and keeping you into him left you feeling unmoored, like you could do nothing but lie there and take the hard thrusts that he gave you. Your shoulders burned a little from where he was holding them, but you didn’t care, the feeling just mixing with the heat and want that was running through you.

“That’s it baby, can feel you tightening around me. Such a good girl, letting me record you like this. Gonna get me rock hard in seconds just listening to the sounds you make as I fuck you” Jesse growled, hips continuing to slam into you.

“Yes! Yes! Please!”

Jesse hissed out as he landed another smack to your ass, feeling how you tightened around him so much he nearly couldn’t pull out. “Kriffing hells babe!” he cursed, throwing his head back and you could hear the way he struggled for breath through the speakers of his helmet.

Feeling him rub against your walls, ridges digging into the soft, spongy part of you, had you biting your teeth into the pillow beneath you. However, you had to gasp and almost shot up off the bed as you felt the hand on your hip venture lower, teasing your clit in between rough calloused fingers. It sent you soaring into your release, barely registering how close you were before Jesse had shoved you over. You sobbed at how good it felt, tears soaking the pillow beneath you as he slowed his pace down so he wouldn’t overstimulate you.

He pulled out, helping to turn you over onto your back. Warm hands cupped your cheeks, thumbing away the tears as you came down from your high. “Ssh, that’s it, mesh’la. You’re okay, did so good for me” he praised, soft touches against your sides and stomach enough to bring you back down.

“Jess” you breathed, trailing your own fingers down his sweaty chest, the dark hair curling slightly as it clung to him. You noticed he was still hard, cock dripping with his own pre-cum and your juices. Determined to help him, you reached for his length but he stopped you.

“Think you can handle another round, baby?” he asked, no expectation or judgement in his voice. He wanted to make sure that you were okay, and if you weren’t he’d handle it himself.

“Hmm, I want you Jess” you hummed, running your hands over the toned planes of his chest and his bulging biceps. He was so strong and yet so gentle with you, it made you fall even more in love with your gentle warrior.

“Greedy” he teased, situating himself in between your spread legs. He noticed the head of his cock against your puffy lips and opening, eyes meeting yours to check in with you.

Smiling softly at him, you nodded, spreading yourself wider and welcoming him into your tight, wet heat.

Jesse groaned just as loudly as you did when he re-entered you. Still sensitive from your last orgasm, you clutched onto his shoulders, hissing slightly at feeling full again so soon.

“Alright mesh’la?” he frowned, stilling above you.

“Yeah, just… can feel you everywhere” you admitted, taking in a few steadying breaths as the heat that hadn’t fully gone away was returning just from feeling him inside of you. You didn’t even have to see Jesse’s face to know that he would be looking smug at the way you praised him.

“Good, want you feeling me for days afterwards baby. I’m going to miss you when I’m gone, want to give you a reminder that I’ll be coming back to you, I promise” he breathed, love and sadness clinging onto his voice at the thought of him leaving you for his training.

“Don’t need a reminder, know you’ll keep your word, love. My Jesse. Gonna miss you too, but for now, you’re still here. With me” you soothed, hitching your legs around his waist and pulling him deeper inside of you.

“Yeah I am, baby. I’m right here” he agreed, resting his helmet against your forehead for a moment before pulling back. You knew what that meant, and melted at the kiss he had given you with his bucket on.

Jesse started off slow, building the pace to make sure that you could take it after your second release. It had been a powerful one, he could still feel the way your walls fluttered slightly in the aftermath. Keeping one hand by your head to keep himself steady, his other came to cup your breast, massaging and squeezing you before running his thumb over your hardened bud.

You gasped, arching your back to press your chest into his exploring hand. He continued to fuck into you, rolling his hips quicker now as your hand raised up to mirror his actions on your other breast.

Jesse looked down at you, in awe at the way your small hand was pleasuring yourself compared to his large one. It just reminded him how much bigger he was compared to you, how much he covered you with his body as he thrust into you sharply. It was so kriffing hot! You were so hot!

Looping your arms around his neck, you pulled him down to you to press a kiss to where his mouth would be. A strangled groan left Jesse at the soft, intimate gesture, a sharp contrast to how he was fucking you. Just because he couldn’t kiss you, didn’t mean you couldn’t kiss him.

“Love fucking you like this, seeing the way you take me, the way your face looks every time I thrust deep” he grunted, rolling his hips and pushing even deeper into you to hammer home his words. You could feel your face screw up, hands tightening on his shoulders at the feel of him spearing into you. “Look so pretty, my pretty girl” he murmured, keeping his visor trained on your face.

“Jesse, please! ‘M so close” you cried, bucking into his hips to try and get as close as possible to him.

“I know sweetheart, gonna cum for me?” he moaned, hand slipping in between you to circle your clit just above where you two were joined.

“Please, please, please, please!” you begged, tightening your legs around his waist and clinging onto him. You were so close, your body tensing up as you approached your release. A harsh rub at the bundle of nerves along with a sharp thrust from Jesse, had you screaming his name, shuddering against his form as pleasure washed over you, wave after wave until it felt like it was never going to stop.

“Good girl, such a good girl for me. I’m close, baby. Just let me… just a bit longer” he murmured sweetly into your ear, rhythm faltering as he thrust a few more times.

You sobbed out at the overstimulation but wanted him to cum. Wanted to feel him shoot his load inside of you.

Jesse groaned, a harsh noise leaving him like it was punched out of him as he stilled, his form trembling over yours as he coated your insides with his release.

“Damn, girl, you shouldn’t say that. Made me cum right on the spot” he panted, resting his head against your neck.

Letting out an airy chuckle, you ran your fingers up and down the back of his head and across his neck. You were surprised that those words had left your lips, too out of it to realise you had spoken aloud the thoughts in your head. But it worked, Jesse had filled you with his cum. But his bucket was starting to dig into you and you gently pushed him away.

“Sorry mesh’la” he apologised, sitting up and letting his softening cock slip out of you.

You hissed at the feeling of your combined releases leaking from you, running down your thighs and onto the bed.

“Kriff, that’s so hot, mesh’la” he murmured, fingers scooping to collect both of your cum and push it back inside of you. “Never gonna be able to not cum to this sight” he told you in awe, glancing up from your dripping core and to your slack face.

“Jesse!” you whined, pushing his hand away as it became just on the wrong side of overstimulated.

“Alright mesh’la, you stay there and I’ll clean us both up” he promised, taking off his bucket and placing it on the side. He climbed off the bed, and you were pleased to see him stumble a little on unsteady legs. You affected him just as much as he did you.

Lying back with a sigh, you felt the aches along your body and couldn’t help but feel pleased, satisfaction curling around you like the tooka that got the cream.

Jesse returned with a wet cloth, the water warm and soothing against you. He was gentle as he cleaned you up, pressing soft kisses along your stomach before he was finished and throwing the rag into your laundry basket.

You made grabby hands at him, wanting to feel him close to you and holding you in his arms. Chuckling, Jesse climbed up the bed, and scooped you into his arms, wrapping one around your shoulder and one around the knee you flung over his middle.

“Hmm, I like you when you’re like this. All warm and soft” he whispered into your hair, pressing a kiss to the crown.

“So do I! You get all cuddly and cute, like a needy tooka” you teased him, nuzzling your face into his chest.

“Takes one, to know one mesh’la” he retorted, pulling you closer to him.

Giggling at his response, you let your body relax into his, sleep tingling on the edges of your consciousness now. “I love you Jess” you murmured into his heated skin.

Jesse closed his eyes, taking in a deep breath of your smell and how you felt pressed against him. “I love you too, mesh’la. So much” he replied, voice shaking a little at the intensity of his emotions at this moment.

He loved you so much, you were a balm to the harshness of his world, to the realities of a soldier. And though he would gladly give his life in service to the Republic, he couldn’t help but want to see the other end of it with you. Maybe after the war, he would finally ask you to be his riddur. He already had the ring and everything prepared, but he wanted both of you to be free from this war when you started your new life together.

Jesse always calls them ‘maintenance checks’, these times that Kix calls him into the medbay. He says it kindly, with a smile, and doesn’t object when Kix stands there in front of him and runs a scanner over every inch of him.

He doesn’t do it expecting to find something.

He just needs to reassure himself that Jesse is alright, that Jesse is whole and healthy. He needs to know that the death and the grievous injuries that he sees far too frequently haven’t taken Jesse.

Jesse is the sweetest, kindest man that Kix knows. He sits there on the medical bunk and lets Kix run scanners over him, one after another, until that gnawing fear is sated. Once Kix’s breaths come a little easier, once the edge of the panic has left, Jesse gently pries the scanner from Kix’s hand.

He’s not forceful, he’s never forceful in these moments. He just eases the device from Kix’s hand and distracts him with soft kisses until Kix has gone soft and pliant against him.

Then Jesse always says the same thing, word for word.

“So, Kix, is my maintenance all done? I don’t need a tune-up?”

And Kix rolls his eyes and kisses him until Jesse is the one leaning after him for more kisses.

“You pass this inspection. We’ll see about the next one,” Kix tells him.

Jesse laughs and draws him in close.

And then they don’t speak for a long while.