This is my submission to @strawberry-nuggetโโs Perfect Girl collab. Please check out the masterlist here! The first part beneath was actually written by her too itโs so so good๐ย
This entire thing was basically inspired by Alesana - The Artist. Itโsย completely different from anything Iโve ever tried to write before, andย I really hope the dark vibes come through and the flashbacks arenโt too confusing!ย If its not your cup of tea thatโs totally fine, I just really wanted to try and get this down on paper.ย This was supposed to be such a cyberpunk collab and I made it so dark IโM SORRY!
Summary: Bakugou always loved you, even in death. With cutting edge technologies making it possible to bring people back to life, maybe he wouldnโt have to prepare himself to actually let you go.ย
Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x robot!reader.
Warnings: 18+, italics used as flashbacks, not proofread!, mentioned murder, strangulation, android/robot decapitation, Bakugou is obsessively in love with us, yandere!Bakugou, cheating (hinted), sex with robots? Cause weโre a robot I guess?๐, creampie.
Word Count:ย 2.8k.
โI remember things from human lifeโ The voice says. Monotonously, like itโs irrelevant and bleak. โI remember how water feels against your hands and how it feels to step on endless fields of grass. And the way lips swell after a kiss. And how they shrink afterโ
He chuckles. The sound is so throaty that even he canโt pin it as real. Thereโs nothing real around him nevertheless. Perhaps itโs you standing before him thatโs deceiving; it doesnโt stop his heart from burning in his chest, but itโs your image that hurts- then again, these days, everything hurts.
Thereโs this echo that surrounds him thatโs similar to what lingers after a fight. Yet, this time, he has not been the one on the receiving end of a smile and heโs not the one who claps back with an angry click of his tongue. Thereโs silence. Lack of emotion.
A cluster sound of disaster in the background doesnโt scare you, it doesnโt even make you flinch- more so blink.
โDo you remember anything?โ He asks but a voice on the break of tears and crying shall never come out the way one wants it. At least there are no bags under your eyes to indicate a rainfall on your cheeks
โI remember youโ He thinks he hears
And silence fills the void of a second in space and time, or even how much it takes for him to process what you said
โAt least I think she does. The memories of her brain that are installed into my hard drive are too be vague according to-โ
By the time rivers spill in tears of love from his eyes the droid before him looks anything but you. Itโs still your voice, Your eyes, your lips, your hair but he misses the way your eye would gleam and how youโd smile.
โWe did our best to save her, Dynamight.โ The words echoed in his ears as he watched them work on you. Tools digging into the cogs at the back of your neck as your lashes flickered erratically. Glitching in front of him as he took a tentative step closer, focused on you as though you were the only one in the room.
โWeโve implanted her memories, but some of the fragments have disintegrated through the transfer, so there is a chance the fusion could be unsuccessful.โ The scientist spoke as Bakugou raised a palm to stroke your cheek.
โI thought you said you could do it.โ Bakugou rasped back, his patience wearing thin.
Heโd already spent too long without you.
Bakugou hadnโt been ready to lose you yet, not after everything youโd been through together. So desperately in love with you that he couldnโt imagine living without you, breathing without you. Some would say heโd sold his soul to the devil as he contacted a Scientific corporation set deep in the criminal underbelly in Musutafu to try and keep you alive. If anyone were to find out the number two Pro was doing unscrupulous dealings with the criminals he was tasked to apprehend he would surely lose his entire career, even if he was doing it for one reason and one reason aloneโ love.
โWe can- I mean that is, we have, Dynamight.โ The man continued, โBut these technologies are new and still advancing, we donโt know how unstable they are and with little trials-โ
Bakugou stopped listening as he allowed his thumb to trail across your lips, feeling his heart hammer against his ribcage as he felt the love for you continuing to swirl around him.
โIโm taking her home.โ Bakugou cut the man off, uninterested in anything else he had to say. It didnโt matter, not when you were finally reunited, you were finally his again.
โShe isnโt ready, we still need to-โ Bakugou delved into his jacket pocket to thrust a wad of money against the manโs chest as he staggered back from the force. Glancing down at the money as he held it in his arms before sighing softly.
โJust keep an eye on it.โ He muttered.
โHer.โ Bakugou snarled.
โHer,โ The scientist was quick to correct himself, โAnd if thereโs anything unusual just call me.โ
It felt good to have you home again, to share the same bed. The number of lonely nights heโd spent without you in his arms had been unbearable, the thought of losing you completely was too much to bear.
He shouldโve been quicker, if heโd just made it to the crime scene on time heโd have been there to save you. No matter how many times Kirishima and Midoriya would say to him that it wouldnโt have mattered, that you were dead for hours, the body was already cold. Dynamight still shouldโve done something.
โYou gonna protect me, Dynamight.โ You laughed, taking a sip of your drink as you swayed to the music thumping through the speakers in the dingy dive bar, โKeep me safe from all the creeps in here?โ
โIโd do anything for you,โ He replied simply.
You looked the same, pretty eyes staring back at him as he pressed a soft kiss to your lips. You even smelled the same, although that could be the essence of your perfume heโd doused you in to try and surround himself with you again. But there was a difference that Bakugou couldnโt seem to come to terms with, something that no matter how hard he tried filled him with a sick sense of dread.
You were cold.
And not like the cold he used to experience when youโd put your feet on his calves in bed, giggling as he tried to push you away. This was a chill that ran straight through you, permeating your insides as it made it feel like you werenโt even real.
โWeโre working on that,โ Theyโd told him the first time heโd questioned it, the scientists clearly aware of all the drawbacks of this new technology, โThere are many issues that can always be solved with a software or hardware upgrade, sheโll be perfect eventually.โ
But even with all the faults, being with you was still better than being alone. Clinging to your body as you lay with him at night, his face pressed into the curve of your neck as he spooned your smaller frame. The length of him almost curled around you as he let his hands wander, pressing into the plush skin of your hips as he let himself have the first night of peaceful sleep heโd had in weeks.
Of course, the good times were short-lived, the dreams slowly turning to nightmares as he was plagued with past memories that infiltrated his consciousness and turned dark.
โBakugou, Bakugouโ please, donโt do this. Iโm sorry, I canโtโ no, please.โ The terrifying sound of your voice still repeated in his ears, hearing it in his nightmares.
Heโd been selfish, selling his soul to the devil in the desperate hope of keeping you alive. He wasnโt ready to let you go.
How could he ever be ready to let you go when you were his entire world?
โMissed you so much, sweetheart,โ He murmured, a hand tentatively reaching up to palm your soft breast, โDid you miss me too?โ
โYes, Bakugou.โ
โCall me Katsuki.โ The faintest hint of a snarl flashed across his features as you called him by his given name.
โYes, Katsuki.โ
โThatโs my good girl,โ He hummed, leaning down to take one of your nipples between his lips, โMy perfect girl.โ
โMan, you gotta leave her alone.โ Kirishima stepped into his office without knocking, causing his friend to growl as he kept his head buried in paperwork, โShe put the restraining order in this morning, itโs about to get signed off.โ
โShe doesnโt know what sheโs thinking,โ Bakugou dismissed, โSheโs not well.โ
โSheโs scared, man.โ Kirishima tried to reason with his friend, โShe doesnโt want to be with you.โ
โShut the fuck up, you donโt know shit.โ Bakugou snarled, standing up from the desk as papers flew in all directions. His palms crackled as he activated his quirk, Kirishima taking a slow step back as he prepared to brace for impact.
โI know she just wants to be happy,โ Kirishima replied solemnly, โSo why donโt you let her?โ
โShitty hairโs a fuckinโ idiot, ainโt that right princess?โ Bakugou murmured, pressing his forehead to your own as he plunged into your tight cunt, trying to remember how warm you used to feel when your walls clung to his fat cockโ now you just felt cold.
Bakugou released a heavy breath through his nose as he began a languid pace, hands mapping out your body as though he was rediscovering your body. Checking it for any differences that he had yet to notice, but you were the same. Even down to the exact shade of your areola as your nipples peeked from the stroke of his calloused thumbs.
โMissed this, sweetheart,โ He hummed, ruby eyes watching his cock plunge in and out of your tightness, โMissed you.โ
โYeah,โ You replied robotically, eyes staring up at him vacantly.
โI know youโre still in there, princess.โ Bakugouโs warm palm cupped your cheek, his thumb gripping your chin to try and search your irises to find your soul. The scientists said most of your memories would stay intact during the transfer, and Bakugou only hoped that meant only the good would remain, โI know you love me fuckinโ this pretty pussy.โ
โI do,โ You sighed, โFeels good.โ
โYeah?โ Bakugou replied smugly, increasing his pace as he began to fuck into your pliant walls with more vigour, the lewd paps of his hips meeting yours filled the room but it was different. No longer the sound of skin against skin as it was more akin to parts rubbing together. Like the sound of him fucking into his fleshlight on those lonely nights alone when he wished you were with him. The times during the night when heโd tried to call you over, to be with you or even just hear the sound of your voice.
โPlease, leave me alone.โ You pleaded on the phone to him, your voice hoarse from the amount youโd cried, โMy boss let me go today because he said he didnโt want to be threatened by Dynamight.โ
โIt was just a one-night stand, you knew that.โ You continued, โI told you when I left in the morning I wasnโt looking for anything serious.โ
โYeah, but we had something special that night.โ
โWe had nothing, Bakugou.โ You cried, โWe are nothing. Please, stop calling me.โ
You hung the phone up as your words ruminated, repeating in Bakugouโs mind. You did have something, something wonderful. It wasnโt his fault that you couldnโt see that, that he needed to convince you. And he would.
Slipping his boots on as he left his home to see you, ignoring the incoming call from Kirishima as he turned off his phone so that he was untraceable as he moved through the quiet streets of Musutafu.
โYou feel so good, sweetheart.โ Bakugou groaned, moving your arms to wrap around his waist as he continued his sloppy pace. Burying his cock inside you to the hilt as he peppered kisses against your neck, โSo perfect for me.โ
Bakugou's warm breath fanned against your face as he pressed his weight against your body, fooling himself that the heat was radiating from you. Remembering how it felt when you'd rake your nails along the apex of his back, leaving crimson lines in their wake.
Your breasts began to bounce as his pace became more erratic, uncaring about how merciless his movements were becoming as the blunt head of his cock plunged against your cervix with each ferocious thrust. His balls tightening as he found himself reaching his peek, standing at the edge of the cliff as he prepared to fall over the edge. His crimson eyes bore into your own as he pressed a wet kiss to your pouty lips.
โI love you.โ He whispered gruffly, his nose bumping your own as he continued his rough pace.
"Wha?" You hummed, the slightest scrunch to your nose indicated that the real you was still there somewhere, wracking your brain for the memories that would aid you in this stiuation. Memories that would help you recall what was happening right now, how you felt-
โSay it back.โ Bakugou barked harshly.
โI donโt know-โ The words werenโt wired to your programming when you thought about him, the man that held your heart was no longer here.
You couldnโt describe the sensation- it felt as though you were no longer here but you were still entirely present. Wondering whether you may be a ghost as you stared up at the familiar ceiling inside Bakugouโs room, and maybe you were. Just a ghost holding on to superficial memories that no longer mattered, not when you weren't here- or were you?
The memories you had with Bakugou certainly felt otherworldly, remembering the drunken night youโd spent with him while youโd been on a break with Shindo Yo. A tangled mess of limbs as you spent the night in Bakugouโs arms before leaving the next morning.
The one-night stand may have been just that for you, but to Bakugou it solidified your feelings for him. And his feelings for you intensified, texting Kirishima that you were going to be moving in with him.
Kirishima[8.04AM]: Thatโs great man, but donโt think you should be moving that fast?
Bakugou[8.05AM]: Why not when I know sheโs the one?
Bakugou[8.06AM]: Iโm going to be late to work this morning, Iโm going to try and find a ring.
Kirishima[8.08AM]: Bro, I really donโt think thatโs a good idea.
Kirishima[8.20AM]: Can I at least meet her first?
Kirishima[9.30AM]: Kats?
Kirishima[3.01PM]: Bro? Text me back. Youโve never missed work?
โSay it,โ He snarled, his hips knocking against the backs of your thighs as the sound of his balls slapped against your ass, โTell me you love me.โ
I love you, I love you, I love you repeated in your head. The memories beginning to come back as you felt them enter your consciousness, surrounding you with that feeling of adoration as the words flew from your lips.
โI love you, Yo.โ If only youโd been honest with your feelings and allowed him to love you as you deserved, none of this would be happening right now.
"What?" Bakugou growled, "No- Katsuki. I told you to call me Katsuki."
"Katsuki?" You repeated the word as if it were foreign on your tongue.
You were broken, you had to be. He was the only one that should hold your heart, not him. But at least now heโd have you forever, the man who youโd claimed was your boyfriend Shindo Yo, Pro-Hero Grand, was now incarcerated in Tartarus for life for committing your murder. Even his best friend Kirishima seemed uneasy about that verdict, knowing Bakugou was more than capable of killing youโ thinking an innocent man was now behind bars paying for his crimes no matter how many times Bakugou would try to convince him that he didnโt do it.
"You're mine," He growled, grinding his teeth, "You'll always be mine."
โWhat did you do?โ Kirishima looked at his best friend nervously as he sat behind the desk in his office sorting through paperwork.
โWhat do you mean?โ Bakugou didnโt look up as he signed the bottom of a mission report.
โMan, I got like 8 voicemails from her last night. Did you go to her house?" Kirishima asked as he lingered in front of Bakugou's desk.
โYouโre a Pro-Hero and she had your number, she was probably looking for help with something.โ Bakugou scoffed.
โShe sounded petrified, though. Did you say something to her?โ
โI didnโt do shit.โ Bakugou snarled, "It's probably that prick Grand, he's enough to upset anyone."
โWhere were you last night, man?โ Kirishima continued, โYour secretary said you were out on patrol but I didnโt see you anywhere.โ
โYou fuckinโ following me now?โ Bakugou growled.
โNo,โ Kirishima mumbled, โBut itโs not like you to disappear like that.โ
โI didnโt disappear, I was doinโ my fuckinโ job.โ
At least now Bakugou could identify why the cold sensation of your android body upset him so much, it was because this is how cold your body felt on the day he murdered you. The chill encapsulated you as he watched the life slowly drain from your eyes as they held the same distant gaze you held now.
There was a morbid news report playing in the foyer of Dynamightโs agency as Kirishima made his way in to see his best friend, the same report had been on a loop on the channel all morning as heโd dropped his coffee mug on the kitchen floor. Breaking off into shards as the hot liquid scorched his skin, but nothing could conceal the feeling of dread heโd felt hearing the words as he began to try and call Bakugouโs cell phone with no response.ย
A body has been found in the early hours of this morning at the residence of the current number thirty Pro-Hero Grand. Police and forensics are still investigating the scene, but the death is being treated as suspicious. The body is thought to be that of his girlfriend, a civilian who was also working beneath the recently retired Pro-Hero Manual at his agency here in Musutafu. We will have more information when it becomes available.
The mechanical robot in front of him is now like a macabre mausoleum, capturing you in time for eternity. It was as though even in death you didnโt want him to be happy, even now you wanted him to suffer.
โFuckinโ bitch,โ Bakugou felt his large palms weaving around your neck as he continued thrusting into your pliant body, fingers pinching against your jugular as he increased the pressure, โSayinโ his name when youโre with me now? Youโre mine, you were always mine.โ
Except this time there was no colour draining from your face, your eyes were already gone.
You were already gone.
Bakugou's eyes were almost as vacant as your own as he managed to rip your head clean off your neck in a sheer display of power and brute strength. Calloused palms heated up as the rage continued scorching through his body, melting the fake skin and wearing it down to the cogs and gears inside you, showing him who you really were.
A machine.
Bakugou gave a few more messy thrusts as he came inside your pliant walls, painting them white with his release. Pulling out of your spent cunt with a groan, his warm spend spilling from your ruined hole as it dribbled onto the bed. Leaving you lying motionless much like you had the last day he saw you alive, the last day he got to hold you.
โYou fuckinโ made me do it, I didnโt want to do this,โ Bakugou mumbled, a stray tear trickling down his cheek as the lifeless, lax android version of you lay broken atop his sheets. This time there was no blood, just broken cogs and the toxic stretch of burning silicone, "I just wanted us to be together forever."
Picking up his cell phone Bakugou searched for the science lab's contact number, hearing the familiar ring until the call connected.
โHey Dynamight, is everything okay?โ
โThe transfer was unsuccessful.โ Bakugou snarled, โTry again.โ
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