#trigger!!!

Can I...can WE NOT!!! Was looking for a new ringtone and LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!

Those top 3...if you know the japanese Yugioh, you know EXACTLY WHAT THOSE ARE!!

huh.

but a fetus doesn't grow into anything else but a human being. it only has the genetic code for a human being, a person. it's not a parasite. it's a child. they could be born and grow into someone great. something good can come out of something bad.

i don't mind whether or not you get an abortion. i mean, it's a shame to see a potential kid get put out of the picture, but i won't judge you. it's your decision, not mine. also, when there's a health risk, i think it's alright to get an abortion. if anything, it's better to keep the mother who can have another child.

but who am i to judge? i've never been in that position, and i really don't plan to be in the future.

Jess has been my friend for a few years now, even though i've known her most of my life. Jess is Sam's friend, they were really close in high school esp their senior year my freshman year. so i started to hang out with Sam more and Jess by association. but when i got depressed in my soph year i withdrew from everyone, i wanted nothing to do with Sam or anyone. but Sam can be overbearing sometimes so me not wanting to talk to anyone and her pressuring me made me kinda hate her. Jess knew from Sam i was depressed and such and she reached out to me and told me about her struggles. that she had also struggled with depression and cutting so i explain i was a cutter. we talked and she helped me through a lot. 

me and Sam's breaking point was when she took my phone and read my texts from Jess and found out i was a cutter. she flipped that id confide in Jess over her my sister. it took me and Sam awhile to get to where we are now. and im still never comfortable with people touching my phone, i delete my text messages multiple times a day so theres nothing for people to read. 

but me and Jess have remained friends. we support each other. we both know we can text the other person anytime of day about anything and we'll help each other. 

she's upset about something with her bf but shes not explaining it well and im not really understanding. but she wants to cut which she hasnt done in years. but she is drinking. tuesday nights she hangs out with my sister and some other people and they drink and smoke hookah. but shes been drinking for an hour or so now and sam just went there like 20 minutes ago.