“The good suffer, the evil flourish, and all that is mortal passes away,”
had she not been friends with frédéric for almost two centuries now ( note to self — get him a nice present for the anniversary of their friendship next year ), she might have found herself agreeing with nathan. she had seen people who had stepped on the hands of those who desperately tried to hold on to what little they had had left. brigid had known hardship, she had seen three siblings and her parents waste away from illnesses that had not spared her, even if she had cursed herself for her unfair luck for years and decades.
( it still struck her as unfair that she had slept off the flu and her subsequent death whereas the rest of her family had never been as lucky. )
‘ ‘ i used to think like this, ’ ’ she admitted, hands enveloping the cup with hot chocolate in front of her. they might get snow for the weekend, she had read in the paper, and she hoped for it — puzzle loved to play in the snow and she had the weekend off. ‘ ‘ it is easy, i guess. being cynical. ’ ’
but it was difficult to listen to frédéric and not believe in a better future, a future where things were fairer, where the good had better odds at succeeding. it was easy to listen to frédéric and believe him because she knew him, knew that he was not just talk. she knew that he was not waiting for someone else to do something, that he was walking ahead.
taking a sip of her drink, she smiled against her cup. despite herself, perhaps. it was not a topic she was particularly keen on discussing, and thus, it was a topic she would not go into in a café. she could not get banned from visiting cafés in a new city this early on; elena would be rightfully upset with her, should she agree to visit.
‘ ‘ you are right, of course, that all that is mortal fades, ’ ’ she continued, now finding a firmer tone. his initial statement had surprised her, had caught her off guard — it was a little too philosophical for such an early hour of the day — but she was quick to recover her wits. ‘ ‘ but i offer you a different view point, if you’ll allow: it is the finity that gives life its value. it is a twisted fact that in my experience, we feel the importance of someone most when we’ve lost them already. ’ ’