#treasureyourtime

I let too many people into my life that I shouldn't have, at least I let them in for too long. I have a bad habit of that, letting people overstay their welcome. I'm a caregiver, it's in my blood, it's programmed into me, and it's my biggest fault and my biggest strength. If you are broken, bruised, sick or twisted, I have the need to fix you. Which is exactly why I am in the medical field. I have a huge heart and I let it consume my logic 9 times out of 10. Because of this, I get walked all over, hurt, and left in the dust. But, I really wouldn't have it any other way. I would rather care too much than care too little or not at all. Human beings should not destroy each other, they should help each other. Life is too short to let people who don't give a damn about you consume your life. I let someone who couldn't decide if they wanted to be with me half the time control my life for 2 1/2 years. Some people say that's a short amount of time, but I beg to differ. I'm twenty years old, that's a 1/4 of my life expectancy, when you look at it that way, you do not have all the time in the world. 2 1/2 years of being emotionally abused while riding a relationship roller coaster and constantly excusing his actions is enough for me. So, for now on, if something doesn't suit me, if something isn't benefiting me, if something doesn't make me completely happy, I am eliminating it from my life. Life really is wonderful, do not waste a second of it.