#trc2012

When I told my person yesterday that I felt ashamed that I’ve waited this long to tell a doctor I need help, to tell them I’m suffering, and to seek out a counsellor, she told me that I did what I needed to survive at the time. Once, food was comfort. Then when that stopped working, running was comfort, and the community that came with it, a community that saved me and kept me moving forward. Kept me tethered to good humans. She said I survived the way I needed to and I found things that I needed when I needed something. I’m here now.