Had more nightmares about my exes. Even with a girlfriend and years later I still can wake up in tears and sweat from nightmares of being abandoned by then.
Its why I roll my eyes when I see love all transwomen post. Im trans. They're trans and I can promise you if I died they'd have a fucking celebration. Those wonderful polycules this place talks about aren't perfect for everyone and if you have BPD like me then prepared to be abandoned and suffer when they cut you out.









