#traumalog

Except, I’m too stubborn to ask.

I have too much pride. 

Of having to surround myself with people everyday just to stay distracted.

Of having to sleep on the couch so I don't have to worry about waking up with you inside me.

Of having to pretend I'm okay because I don't ever want to be treated the way you treated me.

You took away my love of solitude, of sleep but worst of all you took away my trust.

I'm tired of people, of late nights and faking the laughter.

I'm tired of saying I'm okay.

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