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Heaven in Hiding — Halsey

“Will you join me?” There’s no hesitation in Finn’s voice, his eyes are black and bright with the fury of a lifetime—a billion lifetimes—of slavery and abuse. Ren doesn’t need to think, it is instinct that reaches to take Finn’s outstretched hand in his. It’s the only right thing he has ever done.

Nico di Angelo did not have a crush on Will Solace. 

He just agreed to climb a tree with Will to get everyone off his back about ‘making friends’ and 'going outside’.

@trashben I’m your @pjosecretsanta2k17 ! 

I hope you enjoy that first part of the two part fanfic I wrote!

Hmmmm…. I feel like Lance would be a good match with you! He’s v into video games and would probs love to have you watch him play, and would def be able to fill the silence and provide all the affection and validation you could want!!! Your personalities would work quite well with each other too! I think he would really enjoy dating someone who was outgoing like him c: Probably would love to just have nights in with you and cuddle.

Finn’s breathing is sharp and shallow beside him. Ren can feel the panic thrumming around them both, his own heart shuddering in his chest. A hand reaches out and takes his, their palms cupped together as they flee.

There is a sheen of sweat along Finn’s brow as they hide, as Finn tries desperately to control his breathing. Ren’s hand tightens around the hilt of his saber, his left... he looks down. Their hands are still intertwined, Finn’s dark skin against the black of his glove. It feels... important. “You’re... holding my hand,” he says. It is the only coherent thought he can articulate.

Finn’s breathing has steadied somewhat. He still holds the blaster in his left hand, shifts to drag his forearm along his brow. He drops Ren’s hand, unlinks them as if he’d been burned. “Sorry,” he says breathless, distracted and embarrassed. His eyes don’t meet Ren’s.