i just need to get this out right now. sometimes i feel like people say things that they have no right to say. maybe i just cant take it when someone says something bad about me, idk. but a lot of times, i think people should look at themselves in the mirror before they say something about others. yeah, i know i can be quick to say sometimes, but i'm working on it. i also hate it when people blindly support. like they think that everything that this one person says is right no matter what. you think they have our back, but no. sometimes, i feel like my friend does this. dont get me wrong, shes a good friend and fun to be around, but a lot of times, i think she blindly supports without considering the situation.. like no matter what the other person says, they're right. and now im thinking about high school and freaking out. are all my friends going to go separate ways? im not saying i dont have enough friends or bad friends, but idk. maybe i need to have a bigger "variety" of friends, i could say. my head is like bursting with thoughts right now, but yeah. i just read something and it just made me think. am i one of those people who cant think of what the other person might be feeling? sometimes, people tell me that, but i also feel like your friends expect you to know everything about them sometimes. like yeah, if they're your best friends you should know them pretty well, but im not perfect. i dont know every single ting that is going on in your head. i'm not going to know how you feel every second of the day. maybe you should thin about that too. maybe if you want someone to know how you're feeling, maybe, just maybe, you should tell them instead of expecting them to automatically know. and yeah, i think i should ake a better attempt at trying to understand how other people are feeling , but idk i just had to get this out. kay. well its almost midnight now, and this was bugging me so i decided to "free my trapped thoughts" on tumblr. i love that tumblr is always there as like an escape route. sounds dumb, but its true.Â
