#translationposting

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At nights I'm overflowing with feelings Like I could've done so much I embrace the yesterday that doesn't close up Rotten words don't come out as much anymore I look down at my feet getting smaller And hesitate for a long while As soon as I take barely one step I'm already rather short of breath My first-time smile looks crooked And I tremble for a good while While I keep mumbling to myself Things that won't ever be answered If it had been too easy to slip over, what would I've done I haven't lived even half of my life at that point While my eyes tingled at the vastness of the sky I made my resolutions which seemed more Like words put in my mouth by someone else They're completely useless now Either when I'm the first to approach or knock on doors I never spoke in my true voice and pretended I'm okay with it going lukewarm and getting worn out too As long as I can see it through the end surely Let's figure this out, was it really that I wished To live my days suffocating and cowering? Fading embers left alone long time ago They still manage to burn down someplace This fire rarely catches onto me It's just its shadow getting bigger As everyday carries on just like this, at some point I finally find myself awoken from this filthy dream Right then somebody walks up to me About to whisper something my way "Truly a pitiful human, Haven't fully digested anything yet" If I simply just breathe If I live just like this Is it really going to be okay? It's as if I can never Take a step forward Stuck here in this place forever Seems like I can't even do this much Nevertheless my overflowing feelings I embrace the today that doesn't close up And leave it under tomorrow's care I carry on with my life like this Now it's my very true daybreak for sure

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