Who or what inspires you in your practice of Heathenry?
Yāall, mainly. I donāt really recognise inspiration as a concrete thing that happens to me (not saying it doesnāt, just that I donāt recognise it when it does so I canāt gather data on it), but I know that Iāve gotten a lot of good ideas and good concepts and support from this pale blue microcosm, so, sure. Yāall.
Which god/goddess do you feel the most connection to? Describe the nature of your relationship with that god/goddess (if any).
Well, like I said⦠apparently itās a package deal for me, and not just one or the other or the Third. I thought I moved from Heimdall to Loki, I thought I moved from both of them to Odin, and now that someoneās turned the damn interior light on I realise that all three of them were in this vehicle the whole time. One without the others or even two without the other just⦠doesnāt make as much sense. Itās like watching a movie where one of the main characters has been blocked out Black Mirror-style.
I donāt really know what our relationship is like, so I guess Iāll be allegorical (but also literal). Bastard is the driver, and Snake is the adventurer, and Lookout is the vision. Lookout knows where weāve been and where weāre going, and he knows me, and he wants most to protect us, even if only in small ways. (āIf you must descend into Surtrās realm, at least take these Nalgenes with you.ā) Snake wants to test everything, wants to mess with everything, pours sugar in the gas tank so weāll have to find a new way to the next place; finds the good libations so we can get proper plastered for Peak Shenanigans; you know, that sort of thing. (āHow will Lookout here have any stories to tell if we donāt make any stories?!ā) And Bastard is both of them, kind of ā the instigator and the seer, but also the⦠like, the enduring temporary. Is that a phrase? The constant inconstant. The Paradox, I guess. And paradoxes are the kind of thing that make you want to Know More, so I guess that does make a weird kind of sense. (Theyāre also rather unnerving, but thatās okay. Even Lookout has to close his eyes sometimes. Even Snake weeps. No shame in it.)
Which is your favorite section/story from the Eddas?
Letās be real ā itās been some years since I actually read the damn thing, and considering I didnāt have the resources that I do now, I didnāt understand half of it. Which obviously means I need to reread, but uhā¦. yeah, about that. *snicker*
I like the creation story, because I generally like creation stories ā never met one I didnāt like, although that Garden of Eden one could use a few more talking animals, a couple more of them angels with, uh, hot rods flaming swords~, and a lot less misogyny ā and I like the rap battle. But ultimately, with all due respect to ancient storytellers and modern scholars⦠I think I like my own stories better.