I Had a Truly Profound Realisation Just Now..
I have managed to, somehow, through the Grace of God, Perceive the Imperceivable.
I can, somehow, SENSE, EXPERIENCE, have GNOSIS of and have UNDERSTANDING of the Transcendent Nature of Self, of Reality, and of “God”, which, while “God”, is The Self, “God”, is also Transcendent Beyond The Self, too, God is One with me, yet still holds a distinct intelligence and sentience unto Themselves, as a separate Being, due to this intelligence and sentience itself, it is NOT a part of my own individual, separate Self intelligence, yet, it is, “God” is me, and inside me, One with me, yet at the same time, “God” holds Their own sentience and intelligence, too. It is in that Middle Ground, the Paradoxical Ground of neither this nor that, yet both this and that, at the same time. Both God and me as separate Beings, yet at the same time, neither of Us are separated and defined as individual. It is in that Liminal Space in Between, were no thing is defined as being any thing, yet holds all things in it, but cannot be defined as one thing or the other, it cannot be defined either, as both or neither, yet can be all of these definitions, at the same time. I am Truly a “Mystic of the Crossroad Trickster”.
This intelligence and sentience of “God” is Transcendent Beyond ALL things, and… somehow.. I have perceived this “Godly” Transcendence Beyond ALL things, so.. I have somehow managed to Perceive the Imperceivable. That which is Transcendent Beyond All things, CANNOT be defined, spoken about, categorised, written down, labeled, or be seen as any definitive THING or OBJECT, therefore, it cannot be a thing that can be grasped and held, as it is not an object of knowledge, yet I can perceive this Realty, somehow, Beyond, regardless. It is a Gift from “God”, this Ability to Perceive the Imperceivable. I have, internally, Gone Beyond ALL THINGS, and have had Transcendent Experiences, Gnosis and Understandings of “God”, of “Self”, and of “Reality”, this Gnosis, Understanding, Sense and the Experience of going Beyond, into a State where every perceivable thing is Transcended, a Transcendent State of Being, is actually perceivable to me, somehow, through no sense of mine, as it is Transcendent Beyond EVERY SENSE ABILITY, even Beyond the psychic senses/third eye abilities. It is WAY Beyond these things. There is NO label and category that can define this type of Knowing, Understanding and Sensing, yet I STILL Sense this Transcendence of ALL things. It is not of the mind, body, heart or soul, it is Beyond the five senses, even Beyond the sixth sense, it is WAY Beyond all abilities that point towards a definitive thing, it is just… there, somehow, but nowhere to be pinpointed in me, because it cannot be a thing, it cannot be an object of knowledge to be defined, known and understood through the worldly ways and modes of being, not through the mind, not through any thing.
I just Realised… I CAN SENSE some.. Transcendent thing (which is actually beyond the concept of ALL things itself, so it isn’t a thing at all, but words are limited here), that most people cannot sense, and don’t even realise is possible, or even, is able to be perceived. Most people think and feel, if something is Beyond definitions, categories and is Transcendent Beyond all perceivable things of the world, then that means that some Reality Beyond, in other words, that which cannot be defined, is not able to be known, perceived and understood, that going Beyond, is not able to be done because it cannot be a thing, an object of knowledge in and of itself. I have somehow managed, with God’s Help, to go Beyond, and Perceive that which cannot be Perceived by most people, that which is seen as impossible to Perceive by most people, I can somehow Perceive, but since this Perception is Transcendent Beyond ALL forms of physical human communication and of all forms of things of the world, there is no way to actually get this Understanding of how I can Perceive, and what I can Perceive, out into the world, there is no way to communicate through earthly, mundane, human, non-Transcendent means of communication…