Hi Lanie. I feel like i did have a love at first sight. I saw him first. I was literally shell shocked. It's like everything kinda stopped except for him (he was walking towards me). I knew i HAD to be with him and that we could go places as a couple. But I allowed fear and insecurity to tell me it was just infatuation. but when he broke up with me after 6 months it didn't change. everything led back to him and i began thinking about how i wanted to do this with him and that with him (part 1)
& i couldn't get him out of my head no matter how hard i tried. So when he asked me back out i said yes in a nanosecond. We've been super happy ever since because i decided 2 push the fear aside & take the chance. We've even talked here & there how insanely right we r for each other. we balance eachother out. We r both 18 so still young. He told me he wouldn't hesitate 2 say we could b soulmates. I've never had what if's either. i've never thought about any1 but him. so yeah, its crazy (part 2).
It's not crazy, not for me, since I'm such a crazy romantic creature, Nicole, so I find that pretty amazing, that against fear and insecurity, you've got a chance to be with boy, who actually stole your heart at the first sight! :) It's such a good wish for me :) Bc even it took me such a long time? I've decided to finally do something about my crush and with a help of my friends, it seems that I'd have finally a chance to 'meet him', hoping he's the one I used to think he might be, not some jackass! :) x Good luck with your relationship, bby! May you're going to grow up old right next to one another! :) x
