It's not just that we as queer people have always been here, it's that we always will be. There will be queer people hundreds of years after us. They will think of us too.

Been meditating and connecting to my spiritual path and the teachers that guide me, and it's been nice. The seventh day of a nine nights of prayer. Feeling today the beauty of my transgender manhood, and feeling that love that comes with. The softness and the vulnerability and the strength that the gift of my trans manhood has given me. As well as my sexuality and love of other men. Just my own unique identity, and allowing myself the simple joy of loving myself as the man I am. I've got some nice tea and rice for the trancestors later as well, and I'm hoping my money will come through at least next month, I would like to give a treat to Them as well. Maybe some roses too, if I can afford it.