#traffickingshadows

She never confronted me about it, so I still don't really know, but Nate pins it to this moment, when she offered to drive Nate and I to the airport for break or something something and (for those of you who don't know, my first year here was a hot mess of sex drugs and decidedly not rock and roll cause Savannah has no music scene to speak of) she came to my place to pick us up around 4am, but my roommates were throwing me a going away party, and it was still going, and I was trashed however all parties seemed to be in good spirits.  Until I gave her my tablet to borrow for break, I couldn't find my pen in the mayhem of my party trashed apartment, I knew she had a pen, or was borrowing one, so I gave her the tablet anyway thinking 'no big, so sorry, I'm not even packed and shwasted, hang on I'll figure this shit out, here take a hit' and the drive to the airport was silent.  I never heard from her again after that, despite having a class where I used to sit next to her the whole time. 

And yea she just spread antiRose shit, which everyone thought was weird, cause I'm amazing, so it didn't really effect me.  She just disappeared from my life in a cloud a bitter.  Okay that sucks, we were wicked close but okay.

So I might've run into two or three quarters ago and talked like 'woshit I didn't know you were still here!  I heard you transferred to another department blah blah' and we chatted strained and stilted like, and she was like, Oh I have to get a coke I'll be right back!     And just fuckin left. OKay lady, I was playing nice, whatever.

So last night / this morning or whatever I'm out smokin (like y'do when stressed beyond all reason) and she storms up and I wave to be ignored, and she's having trouble swiping, so I go to help and she just sticks her chin up in the air the a caricature of a little girl throwing a tantrum, and gets it to swipe before I can do anything.  Right afterward I go pee and she's washing her face in the bathroom and pointedly ignores me, and goes into a toilet and waits for me to leave, all the while with enough self-righteousness in the air to suffocate anyeverything in the bathroom.  

Totally not the type of enemy I'm used to, I like shit out in the open and not middle school behind the back noise.  It makes me laugh, especially the fact that everything was done behind my back and she never confronted me at all.  The first couple weeks I legit thought she was sick instead of her pulling some social ostracism shit, she made a big deal of returning my things to me, made it wicked hard to get a hold of her all of a sudden and then it was stilted and done on neutral ground like a fuckin break up.