i was on the brink of a breakdown, and given how insistent he was being, he knew it.
my legs were still shaking, my chest still heaving as i tried to catch my breath, staring up at him with desperate eyes. i had never really had a problem with stamina, but with him it was different - i needed him to touch me, even when i was trembling with overstimulation and my muscles ached.
his hands pinned my wrists over my head, the weight of his body holding me down so that i couldn’t get away from him - but i didn’t want to. even though i knew i was sticky, sweaty mess, and, if his own face was anything to go by, my lips were probably swollen and red - i couldn’t imagine what he could see as he stared down at me, but i did know that i just wanted him to keep looking at me like that. somewhat automatically, i lifted my hips to press against him, just as he spoke, and his voice sent a shiver down my spine, the promise of more phrased like a threat.
i let out a moan, which for a moment seemed to be the only sound i could make, and i could already feel myself getting hard again, and the sensation sent a jerk across my hips, awkward and jerky and completely beyond my control.
“ please - ” i gasped, and it was a surprise to me that my voice seemed to steady, even as it pitched up an octave in my neediness. “ fuck me, then. i’m yours, you know i’m yours. ” i ground up against his hips, chasing the friction that was already guiding me steadily towards the fourth orgasm of the evening. i whimpered and lifted my head to press my lips into the crook of his perfect neck, teeth grazing his perfect skin as i started to beg him, quietly, not to make me wait too long.
i knew it wouldn’t last long, he’d get tired of the anticipation, he wouldn’t necessarily give into my demands, i wouldn’t be caught in this infuriating limbo any longer. i didn’t know if he particularly enjoyed watching me come undone like this, but he was certainly very good at getting me to this point. “ what do you want, hm? you want me to beg for you? or do you want me to shut up? ” i pulled away from his neck, and stared into his sharp eyes, another twitch of my hips, a delicate smirk, “ i want to pull every last drop of come from you, i want to take it all, i want you to break me. ”