#tpbw

Question: could the bathrooms here be more disgusting?

I really like Sam. I asked my sister about her and she said that when Sam was a freshman, the upperclassmen used to get her drunk at parties. I guess she had a reputation. But I don't care. I'd hate for her to judge me based on what I used to be like. So I've been making her a mix tape so she'll know how I feel.

     Sam, do you think if people knew how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you?                                                                                 All the time.

My doctor said we can't choose where we come from but we can choose where we go from there. I know it's not all the answers but it was enough to start putting these pieces together. — The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) directed by Stephen Chbosky.

Dear Friend. I am writing to you because she said you listen and understand and didn't try to sleep with that person at that party even though you could have. Please don't try to figure out who I am. I don't want you to do that. I just need to know that people like you exist. Like if you met me you wouldn't think I was the weird kid who spent time in the hospital. And I wouldn't make you nervous. I hope it's okay for me to think that. You see, I haven't really talked to anyone outside of my family all summer. But tomorrow is my first day of high school ever, and I need to turn things around. So I have a plan. As I enter the school for the first time, I will visualize what it would be like on the last day of my senior year. Unfortunately I counted, and that's one thousand three hundred and eighty-five days. — The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) directed by Stephen Chbosky.

But then I heard this old song. Pearly Dew Drops Drop. And I thought someday I would be at a party in college or something. And I'd look up and see this person across the room. And from that moment, I'd know everything was going to be okay.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower. This line always gives me chills and it rings so true if someone fucks with the people I love I will end you.