#tpatg

You have rocked me to sleep enough nights to know when your insecurity slaps me across the face, I have nightmares.   Yet here we are, with my monsters peeking out of my closet, fear in their eyes, because not even they can hurt me like you. I can always lock my closet door, but you found your way into my heart, and I cannot remove you. You are made of parallels and cursed words I refused to see but I have caught a foreign name at the back of my tongue while fighting. One I have not screamed since he broke me. I am nothing more than your favourite mistake, a little fun and games when your bed is too empty, but I have felt a love for you that makes me want to break my ribs and hold my heart out to you- I do not want it anymore.