#towhatend

What do you do when you realize your still too young for this shit. I haven't even lived and I've already been apart of so much. I just want peace but sometimes I feel as if I'll never truly find it, becuase the universe won't stop throwing things at me. How many more times do I have to prove myself? How many more times do I have to learn a lesson? How many more times do I have to struggle? How many more times does it take. You have no idea how much my life has effected me in many different ways, because Im trying to find strength in the belief that there are good vibes. But what do you do when no longer want to do it anymore. I'll forever keep moving forward becuase life goes on, but to what end.