#touyu

I woke up at like 6pm the day before and hadn’t gotten my letters written yet so I did not sleep (: Caught one of the first trains to Tokyo Big Sight and at 6:30am lined up for the West Hall where all the music stuff is, and sat down to write the rest of my letters to rogero cras...... The girl next to me had a 96neko towel and merch

At 10:00, we were finally let into the hall!! I was pleasantly surprised to see that rogero cras’ table was almost RIGHT next to the entrance!! I headed straight there but there was already a line building so I was nervous about getting ASK’s necklaces..... From where the line initially was, I could only really see ASK! He was in that same skull shirt from CGS~ I caught a glimpse of koge too but he was in a hat and mask.... 

They ended up moving the line to a better place (i think they did not expect that amount of people right away) and gero managed the beginning of the line while a helper organised the rest of us! Koge and ASK manned the table, handling a line each. I ended up in ASK’s line! Gero joked around with us telling us that this was his part-time job and fanned us a little, he was really cute!! They were being SUPER efficient and I was so worried about stock and having the right amount of money because I was going to be getting so many items (for both me and a friend) that I was sooo frazzled and shaky when it was finally my turn LOL AND ASK IS SO ATTRACTIVE AND TALL AND WAS LOOKING RIGHT AT ME AND SPEAKING TO ME SO GENTLY.......... MY BRAIN WAS COMPLETELY ZAPPED...... I shoved eight letters at him and tried to explain that my friend gave letters too and he went through them looking a little surprised? I don’t know if it was because we both included mami or because of the sheer number LOL but he took them quickly and then i bought almost the entire table of goods..... I felt like a crazy person but he spoke so gently the entire time it’s still in my mind??? HE’S REALLY SWEET.... As i was pointing at everything I wanted, I was also partially distracted by koge’s voice right next to me;;;; It was really weird to hear this voice that I was so familiar with so clearly..... Anyways I think ASK quickly realised I was a foreigner because he said a number in English (asking how many of something I wanted) and when I left shoving the goods into my backpack he said thank you in English as well and I gave a surprised thank you back!!

I then rushed off to find High and Low as fast as possible because I was done with the first table unexpectedly quickly but their table was a lot harder to find..... I ended up losing my passcase+house key in my own idiocy which delayed me even more..... I only realised once I finally located their table, so i looped around and I looked for it a bit and went to lost and found but it wasn’t there, so I gave up and returned to line up.

THEIR LINEUP WAS OUTSIDE, LOOPING BACK AND FORTH.... it took me a full hour?? But that’s expected of such a powerhouse circle LOL.... halfway through, i heard squealing and turned around to see two girls fangirling super hard and one was almost crying omg.... they were wearing 96′s merch so I assume they just saw her and I smiled.... i was luckily in 96′s line!!! It seemed they were taking it a lot slower than rogero cras and were taking the time to talk to everyone so I felt a lot calmer.... I asked for what I wanted and then fumbled with the money a bit and then stood there for a beat too long because I wanted to say something to her but had nothing because I didn’t prepare myself beforehand;; She was so cute though!! she was also wearing a mask and had dyed her hair a light purple! She was also sooo calm I didn’t get a good look at touyu because I was so focused on her LOL I was so sad to leave I wanted to talk to her.......

But I really did have to go because I was getting increasingly worried about my keys..... I combed the area I was wandering earlier over and over again and kept checking with lost and found as well to no success.... As a result I got to pass by rogero cras a whole bunch of times HAHA i hope they didnt notice...... When their table started to slow down, I went up to gero asking if I could get their signatures because koge said the day before on his stream that it might be possible, but he told me no ;-; and he said sorry to me in english?! then i returned to on-and-off searching for my keys and resting because I was Dead Tired

After they sold out, I missed them giving away the poster but quickly went up to koge who was free (ASK was talking to someone else but I didn’t even get a look at who) and told him  「 “お疲れ様でした！！」and then realised I had nothing else and ran away LOL.... i heard him laughing a little in confusion as i left.

I stayed all the way past the douijn halls closing (4pm) til 5 to wait for all the lost and found to be gathered, and in a last-ditch attempt enquired one last time.... AND RETRIEVED MY PASSCASE!!!! OVERALL A GOOD DAY!!