#toth deck

well, guys, I'm really happy to announce that I FINALLY bought my toth deck.

I know almost nothing about crowley, but i had amazing readings with this deck some time ago and I felt really attracted to it. I was barely studying my RWS at the time, so I knew that getting involved with the toth deck would be too much for me. I was also refusing to study the correspondences on RWS back then lol

when I opened myself up to study the correspondences related to astrology and kabbalah on the RWS, I suddenly felt like the doors were open for me and the toth. I couldn't believe it.

I only have it for two days and I already feel like I want to look at these cards and study them all the time. I don't know, it feels really different from the relationship that I have with my RWS.

I asked what result would I have if I use the toth deck as a tool for my spiritual development: 2 of cups (negative aspect/obstacles) + 8 of disks (answer) + the hermit (positive aspect)

same question, but about using RWS: the world (negative) + 4 of wands (answer) + ace of pentacles (positive)

well... Lol now I understand why I felt so called by the toth deck. with the RWS I will be able to develop, yes, but I won't reach my full potential. but when we talk about toth.... it's not going to be as cute as my RWS can be with me (so so cute), but it's going to be worth it. it's going to take some time because I need to study it for awhile, but I'll be able to learn it and to evolve spiritually.

I'm really excited to do it, because I found out that crowley practiced enochian magic and I feel like this is going to be a really good practice for me in the future (because rn I'm focusing on something else already and I need to prepare myself for a more advanced practice).

I asked what will be the result on my spiritual development if I practice enochian magic and:

RWS - The Empress + 9 of Pentacles

Toth: The Star + 8 of cups (Indolence)

with Toth, I felt like there was a huge potential for being intimate with the cosmos, but a risk of never starting this practice because of the 8. when I added up the number of the cards to get an advice (like hajo banzhaf taught), the result was the 7 - Chariot: "Focus on your goal and get on your way immediately." what felt like a good slap on my face lol

I asked if watching the enochian masses would be a good start for my practice: The Chariot.

o.m.g