#tosmrspock

Voyage of Passion TOS (Naturally) Time line-After being assigned to NCC-1701-A,  not long after Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home Characters: Spock/McCoy, crew/mission mentioned Rated: PG After settling in to their new ship the crew of the late starship enterprise was excited that they had been assigned a new ship with the same name and treated the ship with the same respect. They all outlived the first ship which in some ways made a few of them feel like they were getting old.   Most of the bridge crew had already settled in for the night.  Spock of course ever always at his post. Took the night watch as usual.  Kirk went to bed with all sorts of thoughts running thru his mind, Spock alive, meeting Jillian, the heroics of everyone on the mission of saving the planet by going back in time and successfully bringing out of extinction humpback whales and as a result saving humanity, but at the cost of his ship, his son and his rank of admiral. Now he and Spock were both Captains on the same ship, Kirk went to sleep with the word "fascinating" on his mind and also with sleep inducements prescribed by the good Dr. McCoy. McCoy however couldn't sleep, he'd tried everything except the sleep inducements, and preferred actually not to take them. He decided however to drink a cup of warm milk and take a stroll.  Everything was quiet only minor security detail and most everyone was asleep except for the few crew they needed to keep things running.   McCoy found himself in the turbo lift his stroll ending up on the bridge and why he did not know for he knew who the one person was that would be on the bridge at this late hour, Captain Spock of course.  Captain Spock the title rang through McCoy's head not to mention some of the thoughts still lingering from the Katra experienced with Spock.  Spock informed McCoy before it would take a little time for the rest of the thoughts and affect of the Katra to end.  Spock his keen hearing heard and recognized the footsteps of the good doctor coming out of the turbo lift.  Spock himself was still feeling the effects of the Katra more so on his human half than vulcan but nevertheless it was there.  Spock and McCoy shared deep intimate thoughts together while Spock's living spirit was being kept alive in McCoy's mind.  Although the Katra was complete they both would experience fading memories and thoughts for a few more weeks which of course was acceptable to both of them. McCoy stepped over to Spock's side at the command chair. Spock: "Is there something you need doctor?" McCoy: "I couldn't sleep so I thought would take a walk" Spock: "Ah I see" McCoy: "Spock, may I ask you a question?" Spock: "You may" McCoy: "This business with the Katra, you've explained to me that it would only take a few more weeks to end, but I was wondering just out of curiosity, why did you pick me, i mean Scotty was also in the engine room when you went into the chamber?" Spock: "You were the closest body in proximity and also if you must know doctor, I also chose you because you are a doctor and who better to put together my body and soul than someone in the medical field" McCoy: "I see, well thank you Spock" McCoy raises his eyebrow at Spock, it was a good answer even for Spock but McCoy was hoping for a bit more like because they were close friends. McCoy began feeling sleepy and bid Spock a good-night and strolled back to his quarters and went to bed.  In McCoy's dreams; McCoy could still feel the touch of Spock's hand even if he were unconscious at the time of the transfer, the irritation from one of Spock's neck pinches, the concern for his friend when he saw him in the reaction chamber and screamed and pleaded for him to get out, the realization that Spock really was dead, the autopsy, the funeral, finding out he was carrying Spock's Katra, finding Spock, losing the enterprise, Kirk's son, realizing that Saavik helped Spock-his body on the genesis planet through his rebirth and first Pon Farr.  Pon Farr the name rang through McCoy's mind pulling at him he could feel his own blood begin to burn at the knowing of the essence of how it feels from having Spock's living spirit in his mind and how strong of a pull it really is much more so than he could have imagined and as a doctor how it really literally could kill a vulcan male or female if there was not a mate or some sort of outlet to allow the Pon Farr to take place.   McCoy's dreams took him back to the time they were on Vulcan and T'pring and that whole mess and almost losing captain Kirk over it as well as Spock if the challenge had gone the other way or if they had not reached Vulcan in time.   At 2:00 am McCoy found himself awakened, slightly warm and feelings of pleasure running through his body, McCoy began to touch himself, becoming aroused at the thoughts of Spock even though the mating and wedding ritual was long ago still watching Spock fight for the woman that was to be his wife, then how elated Spock looked when he found out Kirk was alive, that Spock had not killed him.  Spock the name began to not only  thing but feel more intense as McCoy pleasured himself more, the passion he can always see in Spock's eyes over his loyalty to Starfleet, to the enterprise, to Kirk and to Spock's own command.  McCoy realized he was beginning to fantasize about his superior officer and not Kirk, no he was a close personal friend but Spock had/has become something more.  McCoy tried to put the thoughts out of his mind but could not, it was beginning a thirst that McCoy was sure would never be quenched, because as  far as he knew even through the Katra experience, Spock had always been and quite possibly always would be a ladies man, and besides that they had most of the time bantered and argued even if it was fun at times.  McCoy could feel the intensity of the end of his pleasuring nearing and he heard himself cry out lightly the name "Spock" as he felt his juices be released from his manhood. McCoy then feeling relaxed and relieved, went to sleep. Meanwhile on the Bridge: Captain Spock after bidding farewell to Dr. McCoy, listened as he heard the doctor exit the bridge. Spock began to ponder McCoy's question about choosing the doctor to carry Spock's Katra.  Spock did think logically at the time about his choice of course and he did not lie about Dr. McCoy being in close proximity at the time.  But there was something more that Spock did not tell McCoy.  Through all of their bickering over the years Spock in his own way began to enjoy the occasional banter between himself and the doctor. Of course if someone were to ask him about it he wouldn't lie but he would probably deny it.  After all even though it was humanly childish a bit at times, it still seemed to be good for morale among the crew at times especially after a difficult mission.  So Spock accepted that years ago and kept it up to amuse his human friends and crew even if it did get a bit ridiculous or out of hand at times. Spock thought back to his death for a moment, his body torn from his living spirit both incomplete without the other.  The experiences both himself and the entire crew of the late first Enterprise, all the memories from that ship.  Spock was grateful to Saavik in her assistance on the Genesis planet had it not been for her he would have died a second time because of the Pon Farr.  And finally Kirk and McCoy, Kirk's sacrifice for Spock, his ship, his son, his rank as admiral and of course the recent mission regarding the whales and the trial before Starfleet Council.  Spock will always have a close personal relationship with Kirk as a friend and almost family, their bond will never be broken.   But as of late from the experience Spock had been thinking much more seriously about his relationship with Doctor Leonard McCoy.  To the entire crew even to his friend Kirk; McCoy and Spock had always seemed to be at odds with each other, but as mentioned through all the experiences they've been through Spock began to feel and yes "feel" a bit closer to the doctor than ever before.  Spock now often thought of McCoy more than usual. McCoy could have rejected Spock's Katra, as soon as he arrived on vulcan it could have been transferred to someone else and then to Spock, but through all their bickering over the years and arguments, Spock now felt an intimate closeness to McCoy.  One that could not easily be explained.  At 2:15 am exactly, Spock handed command of the ship over to Mr. Sulu and left the bridge for the evening.  As Spock strolled quietly down the corridors to his quarters and began passing by McCoy's room, his keen Vulcan hearing picked up slight moaning and slightly heavy breathing. At first Spock didn't think anything of it as it was not uncommon for him to hear those noises coming from McCoy's quarters and especially Kirk's from time to time.  But this time however Spock heard something that made him stop walking, the doctor slightly cried out his name "Spock".  Spock stopped for a moment and almost buzzed the door thinking perhaps he was mistaken and the doctor was not in an intimate encounter but in distress instead.  Spock waited quietly and then heard the faint sound of music, the kind of music the doctor usually played to help him sleep. Spock went to his quarters and meditated he pondered what he had heard from the doctors room, and then pondered some more.  Spock changed into his night clothes and went to sleep.   The Next Day: The next day was pretty laid back considering being on the flagship of the federation.  However Dr. McCoy did receive a visit from Chekov and Sulu, apparently they were practicing fencing one of Sulu's favorite ways to get into shape and Chekov lunged when he should have parried and pulled a shoulder muscle.  Other than that, just routine inventory checks to make sure that even though they were operating with a skeleton crew, that they were prepared for anything.  Captain Kirk had already announced to the crew that in a few weeks the crew of the enterprise would be going to earth for a much earned and deserved shore leave, while people from Starfleet would be aboard to help with any repairs and making sure the new Enterprise was in tip-top shape.  The entire crew was excited about it, just what the Doctor ordered, which made McCoy laugh a bit.   McCoy and Kirk had plenty of time to chat while familiarizing themselves with the new ship, as did Spock with making sure the new enterprise had all the computations and any information it needed for any upcoming missions and/or surprises.   The three joined each other for lunch, Kirk apparently had a good nights rest in the company of a young ensign or lieutenant no doubt as the doctor could tell from the apparent glow on Kirks face not to mention his quirky smile.  Spock on the other had he could tell seemed to have something on his mind but as usual was not discussing it.  McCoy: "Well Jim you apparently had a good night's sleep" Kirk: "Yes, i did Bones, yes indeed" McCoy: "Mr. Spock, how was your evening?" Spock: "My evening doctor, was sufficient, a good nights rest if you must know" McCoy: "Well, that's good, myself i rested rather well" Spock seemed to look at McCoy with a question on his mind Kirk: "Something on your mind, Spock?" Spock: "Yes there is but now is the time, and you need not  concern yourself Captain, it's not about you" Spock raised his eyebrow and glanced at McCoy McCoy: "Well what is it Spock, does it have to do with me?" Spock: "As a matter of fact it does doctor, but i would prefer to speak to you about it alone if you don't mind" Kirk looked at both of them "Well gentlemen thank you for joining me for lunch, however it appears you two have something to discuss, and so I will leave you to it, I have some business to attend to on the ship anyway, good day gentlemen" Spock and McCoy both bid the captain a good day, and it seemed the lunch room began clearing, soon there was just the two of them. McCoy: "Alright Spock, everyone is gone, so what seems to be the problem or question?" Spock: "It concerns something of a personal nature" McCoy: "About you or me, oh don't tell me you're going through Pon Farr again, I thought there was another year or two to go on that" Spock: "No, it is not the Pon Farr, you are correct about the time approximately one year, three months, two days..." McCoy: "I get it Spock then what is it?"rolling his eyes a bit Spock: "It is about you" "When my shift for the evening ended and I  was going to my quarters, and I passed by your quarters I heard you cry out my name and yet you seemed not to be in distress from what I could hear and I was just wondering why" McCoy's face became blushed a bit "Well it is a personal matter Spock and I don't know that I am feeling comfortable sharing that with you at this moment, nothing is wrong it's just very personal" Spock raised his eyebrow "I see" Spock pondered and McCoy felt as if he wanted to run for his life in embarrassment or at least hide under the table.   Spock: "well then is guess there is nothing to discuss, but I am curious doctor, if you would be so kind as to let me know when a good time is I would appreciate it" McCoy: "Ah yes, well uh, I will let you know" McCoy hurriedly stood up and nodded at Spock as a goodbye and swiftly left the room. McCoy walked swiftly yet steadily to his office in sickbay and pondered, he felt so embarrassed on the inside, but what was he to do blurt out for anyone to hear as they walked in why he cried Spock's name and what he was doing at the time he said it. God no, but McCoy couldn't help but begin to feel something for Spock that was different than he ever felt before, an attraction, a romantic attraction, but how could that be.  McCoy retired to his room and took a nap while he had the chance leaving the capable new assistant and nurses in charge at which they of course could page him if something urgent came up. On the bridge:  Spock entered the bridge a bit sooner that Kirk had expected, as he went to his station Kirk approached him. Kirk: "You are here earlier than I expected, I thought you and Bones had something to discuss". Spock: "I believe that Doctor McCoy apparently needs some time to think it over" Kirk: "Hmm, well then I guess we'll leave him to think about it, whatever it is" Kirk went back to his command chair. Spock after a an hour or so began pondering the flush look on the doctors face and approached Kirk. Spock: "Captain, permission to ask a question" Kirk: "Of course Spock, What is it?" Spock: "It's about my discussion with Dr. McCoy, I asked him a question and even though he wanted some time to think about it appeared his face more specifically his cheeks became flushed a little, what does that mean?" Kirk chuckled a little "Well Spock as I don't know exactly of course what it was you asked him, apparently he felt embarrassed by it" Spock: "Indeed, hmm, understood Captain, thank you" Kirk: "Your welcome Spock" Spock I have a meeting this evening (Kirk smiled) you have the com.  Spock: "Yes sir" Kirk left the bridge, Spock still seemed even a vulcan to be bothered by embarrassing his friend McCoy without intention and deemed it necessary to apologize to him. Spock turned command over to Scotty in the late evening as it was Scotty's watch tonight.  Spock headed to the observation deck to do some meditating, he enjoyed it there usually this time of night he could count on it being very peaceful and quiet and sometimes he even went for a midnight swim. Spock entered the oborium and began meditation.  Back in sickbay: McCoy woke from his nap and felt refreshed even though he still felt a bit embarrassed by Spock's inquiry. After rounds McCoy turned the sickbay back over to one of the new nurses for the night at first McCoy went to the library and looked at some tapes on homosexuality and on vulcan, there was little or no correlation to both, vulcan seemed to be mostly a heterosexual planet from the record tapes but McCoy also knew from his knowledge of Spock and Pon Farr that personal things as these were barely even discussed so there may be a few homosexual vulcans and no one knows anything about it.  McCoy's attraction to Spock was growing and his body was beginning to yearn again, McCoy decided a work-out could do him some good to get his mind off of this.  McCoy could usually count on the gym and weight-room being empty this time of night and McCoy liked it that way as that was the only time McCoy ever took his shirt off except of course in the shower. McCoy went to the gym which was located across from the oborium and began stretching to limber himself up, then a light jog on the treadmill then took his shirt off and began kick boxing and hitting the boxing training bag. Spock had finished his meditation and as he left the oborium he could hear someone working out in the gym, and was unsure who would be in there at this hour. Spock entered the weight room quietly without being noticed. However he noticed something he had never seen before, the doctor working out, and not just working out, but without his shirt no less. Spock raised his eyebrow as he watched his close personal friend hit and kick at the boxing bag with surprising accuracy and strength.  Spock also paid more attention to the doctors torso, his chest and arms and felt something, yes felt something strange come over him, not Pon Farr as that was not time yet, but yet something familiar such as an attraction and never before had he noticed just how handsome the doctor appeared to be. Spock slipped back out of the room and back to the orborium and sat in a quiet corner in the dark as images of the doctors body came to his mind a bit and not to mention his quick-wit and gentleman beside manner. McCoy was deep in concentration in his work-out and was really into it, he could feel himself getting a good work-out in tonight and felt his heart-rate beating faster yet at an acceptable rate. Soon McCoy could feel the beads of sweat on his forehead and chest and ended his work-out slipped his shirt on and quietly stepped over to the orborium, dimmed the lights slipped out of his shirt and trousers and slid into the cool yet warm pool.  It felt so good after a work-out to get cooled off and no one was here to watch him he was all alone or so he thought, as his head came up out of the water he saw a tall lean stout figure in the dark standing and watching him as he silently cursed himself for not having his shirt on. "Who are you, identify yourself" Spock: "It is me doctor, Spock" McCoy: "Spock what are you doing here at this late hour, I thought you usually did your meditation in your quarters?" McCoy said as he reached for his shirt and slipped it on as he climbed up out of the water. Spock: "You are correct doctor, I usually prefer meditation in my quarters however at times I enjoy coming here and meditating." McCoy: "Ah, well no harm in that, I will leave you to your meditation" Spock: "Doctor, would you wait a moment?" McCoy: "Sure Spock, What is it?" Spock: "I would like to discuss the matter we had began discussing earlier" McCoy: "Oh that, well I suppose it would be alright" Spock: "you appeared to be flushed when I asked you about it and I wanted to apologize if I embarrassed you" McCoy: "well thank you, Spock, I was a little embarrassed I guess, but no matter now it's ok" McCoy began to leave and Spock reached out his hand and enclosed it around McCoy's arm McCoy: "Is there something else Spock?" Spock: "You still have not told me why you were embarrassed doctor" McCoy: "Ah, yes, well Spock I to need to apologize, and yes it is a bit embarrassing and personal but since we are alone and I trust you I will tell you but it goes no further and I will understand if you no longer want to be friends with me after this" Spock looked almost taken aback by the doctors statement and was definitely most curious as to why not only McCoy cried out his name but why he thought that Spock would no longer want to be friends with him. Spock listened intently as McCoy explained why he had cried out Spock's name.   McCoy appeared concerned for his friends feelings and sad at the same time, as if losing Spock's friendship especially after everything they experienced together in their lives that the doctor would be in anguish if this cause him to lose his friend. Spock raised his eyebrow and turned a bit and pondered for a moment then turned back to McCoy stepped close to him looked deep into his eyes and lowered his lips to McCoys and kissed him gently. McCoy could hardly believe what was happening, yet a wave of excitement and longing and pleasure came over him. McCoy returned the kiss Spock: "Doctor Leonard McCoy, would you mind if we mated together?" McCoy: "Captain, Mr. Spock, I would be honored and it would be a pleasure" McCoy smiled Spock placed his fingers on the proper pressure points on McCoy's face and their minds melded together this time not in urgency and out of desperation but in pleasure and comfort a personal wonderful intimacy together. Spock held his hand up and McCoy placed the palm of his hand to his then traced Spock's first two fingers up, down and around. Spock embraced McCoy in his arms and kissed him deeply, feeling his chest and arms through his clothes. Spock letting go of the embrace "doctor I must confess something to you, I saw you working out earlier and I find you quite attractive and would be pleased if I could see your exposed chest now" McCoy grinned coily and said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours" Spock smiled ever so slightly and they both removed their shirts together, however McCoy also slipped out of his trousers and back down into the water. McCoy: "Would you care to join me, Spock?" Spock: "Indeed I would" Spock slipped out of his boots and trousers as well and into the water with his new soul-mate.   As Spock slipped in the water, McCoy took in his long lean stout tall form and enjoyed every second of it. They embraced each other and began kissing deeply exploring each other's mouths with their tongues, exploring each other's bodies with their arms running them up and down their chests and arms, holding each other's chins in their hands and kissing tenderly, deeply and passionately.   McCoy began to tug at Spock's underwear, "May I?" Spock: "Yes, you may" McCoy slipped them down as Spock slid up out of the water a bit onto a very smooth rock his body and torso out of the water yet his feet and ankles still in. McCoy slid his hands up Spock's legs and slid in between them, with Spock's feet and ankles almost around the doctor's waist. McCoy took Spock's pointed vulcan cock in hand and began stroking it. Spock breathed a bit heavier and ran one of his hands down his lovers arm and face. McCoy caressed Spock's sac and brought his mouth down on Spock's manhood slowly and deeply. Spock caressed McCoy's hair as he sucked him, Spock couldn't believe what he was feeling extreme pleasure but he allowed himself to feel it, and enjoyed it, it felt more intense and wonderful than with any woman he had ever been with. Spock laid back on one arm and watched the doctor's head go up and down on him, his eyes  intently staring at Spock from time to time. McCoy enjoyed this more than he ever thought possible to carry Spock's Katra, to share his spirit and his mind and now to share his body was almost more than Leonard could bare. Spock tasted good, he also smelled good, Spock had his own distinct scent and now mixed with pleasure and the higher body temperature and heat almost made it intoxicating. McCoy began to feel his own manhood, his own cock becoming hardened, McCoy had seen Spock naked before of course but only in a professional manner, this was completely different and completely wonderful. Spock was about to climax but stopped just short of it as he did not want to end this just yet. Spock took Leonard McCoy's hand in his and just looked at him up and down and looked deeply into his eyes, "Doctor, I am attracted to you as you can tell, I want us to be together whenever you wish, we shall come up with someway of communicating our wishes and our needs to each other in a private way " The doctor was already pleased with just this moment in time but to be able to have the opportunity to do this again together was almost more than he could hope for.  "Spock, you may call me Leonard while we are together and is this a command or a polite suggestion" Spock smiled slightly a smile that was sure to Leonard was only going to be shared among the two of them privately as he had never seen Spock smile before, "It is a polite suggestion, anything and everything we do together off-duty shall be between us and neither of us shall feel pressured that it is an order or a command" McCoy "well in that case, here is my answer" McCoy now slipped out of his undies and threw them up on the ledge out of the way, and for the first time exposed his manhood to Captain Spock and smiled a romantic enticing smile to the Vulcan Captain. Spock raised his eyebrow "Indeed" Spock put his hands around Leonard's waist and gently lifted him to the smooth rock as the doctor made himself comfortable, Spock took McCoy's cock in hand.  "I must say doctor I am pleased, I did not expect your manhood to look this pleasing and be so big" McCoy: "thank you and may I say that everything about your body thus far has been a most pleasurable experience" jokingly trying to use a good vulcan type tone in his voice. Spock smiled again and brought his hot mouth down on his new lover and passionately stroked and sucked him and his body filled with excitement and pleasure and passion as he heard McCoy 's groaning. When Spock could feel and hear by the doctor's breathing that McCoy was getting ready to cum, Spock gently let go of McCoy's cock and guided him back down into the water and using his hands motioned McCoy to turn and begin receiving their ultimate union of mating together. McCoy of course complied willingly and joyously. Spock was gentle inserting slowly, allowing the moisture of the water to help, as McCoy felt his anus expanding to Spock's cock he surprisingly also felt waves of pleasure and passion come over him as if he waited his whole life for this one person, this one vulcan to mate with him.  Leonard began to move with him, letting him know he was fine and soon both of them were in harmony together the sound of the water and skin slapping against each other, Spock then steadied himself and McCoy together with one hand, keeping the harmonious movement going and took Leonard's cock in his other hand and began stroking him hard and fast. Soon Leonard began to cry out, "Spock" this time Spock knew why and this time Spock did not mind at all and also as he came cried out "Leonard McCoy".  After a few moments of the release, Spock broke his embrace gently with McCoy "I am yours McCoy" McCoy: "and I am yours Spock" They kissed intently and embraced and helped each other back on with their clothes and gently spoke of the next arrangement together. McCoy: "I think I love you Spock" Spock: "Indeed, as do I Leonard" They kissed one more time and went to their own quarters both of them going to sleep dreaming of each other and how happy they both are to find/have each other. The End