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Dreams are an anomaly for Kaname.

Being blind from birth, the captain couldn't navigate the world the same way as those with vision. Touch, smell, sound, taste. These are the anchors that guide him through life. It led him through his path as a Shinigami, propelling him to his captaincy. Although…

It also led him to what he considers one of his greatest blessings. You.

Ever since he met you in the Soul Reaper Academy, Kaname's mind has become filled with everything there is to know of you. It started with thoughts of your weekly conversations, but they soon developed into full-time dreams.

A remembrance of your favorite puff pastry transformed into an intimate thought of you baking said dessert. You knead the dough as his hands follow along on top. A reminiscent of that haunted romantic movie you love.

Every time his eyelids close, Kaname descends into a world where nothing spiritual exists. Hollows, Shinigami, Quincies. Only a space where he can openly adore your being and soak up the love from your heart.

Dreams bring Kaname comfort. Relief from the realities of Soul Society's culture. As much as he wants to continue living in the blissful illusions… he knows his planned betrayal and conflicting alliances will never allow that.

One day, he hopes you understand. The blind captain prays that you will see his reasoning. Until then, he will continue to dream and long for a life that will never come to fruition.