u shouldnt b gone.
no one has ever loved me like that,
no one has ever touched my face or caressed my skin like you,
no one has ever hurt me so much,
no one has ever touched me so deeply that i acted this way,
i'm so terrified that no one ever will again.
i'm so empty inside.
and no one knows.
i don't show anyone.
i can't.
after everything that we went through and i went through after you left...
i just can't.
so i cry alone and hold it in,
like i always have
and no one even knows how alone i feel.
i have a giant hole in my heart.















