#toritxt

cleaned my room and my sheets and folded all my laundry and made my bed and took out the trash and im still depressed so that sucks

lmao all i wish i mattered to someone

i know i need to actually confront and deal with my feelings but i also know im never going to do that

i deadass gave myself a black eye by running into the corner of an open door at 5 am and you can't even tell bc my dark circles are so bad

ive realized that i literally dont give a shit about how people treat me??? like people will fuck me over multiple times and im like eh its not that bad. could be worse.

im not even joking when i say i dont know what day it is

i wanna live alone in a small cabin in a very dense forest so i can do research quietly and not have to deal with people

im reading the color purple and im really enjoying it like this is the first time ive wanted to read a book in a long time and it feels good