#torch talk

i actually want to complain about this. like i should have foreseen that not all ppl who filled in the questionnaire were gonna buy the book in the end. that’s a pretty common thing that happens all the time even tho i had sincerely asked ppl not to fill in that form if they didn’t plan to buy it. the cost of printing isn’t little for me and that’s frustrating to have stock of english edit bc i can’t even sell them at cons in my own country! i really appreciated to have such a chance to share this little thing with my foreign friends and to get those positive feedback. but having stress for not being able to recover the cost isn’t what i can afford. the fanbook thing is actually all for my own satisfaction. i’d love to share it with others if someone is interested. but such stress isn’t the thing i’d want to deal with. making english edit of any of my future works will only be a dream from now on. i don’t want to have such unnecessary pressure anymore. to be frank i only made the book bc i myself wanted to have a na fanbook. i didn’t mean to make money from it so no more this shits no more risk to take. 

when the line music video drops im going crazy and killing people im not joking

coming up with ideas for tarot card designs based on dema lore is harder than i thought ummm

wait queeestiioonn how do we feel abt torchbearer and clancy cause theres this painting i need to reference at some point

i know it’s personal but... i’m planning to buy PS4 + VR for neko atsume VR that just released yesterday. i don’t play other games so buying ps4 isn’t really cost-effective for me when i only use it to play neko atsume... so if you like my works/NA fanart please consider to commission me!! that would help me a lot to save the money and cover the cost. buying neko atsume VR also means i may be able to contribute more fanart to this fandom TuT maybe a lot of ppl don’t know but now neko atsume(phone version) only updates once half a year... it’s frustrating not getting more new content even tho i love the game very much and try hard to stick with it. i need inspiration please/////

would you guys like to see if i post neko atsume game tips/facts sometimes? like if you even need it? idk like it seems no many people are engaged in this game now and i think most of my followers are here just for the kitty drawings and they probably don’t play the game anymore. just wonder cuz there’s same hidden feature(easter eggs?)in the game that i seldom or never saw ppl talk about on tumblr so...