#topoppa

On the 1st of March, this blog will be four years old (which seems crazy to me), but I regret that I've been away for so long because this blog and all the lovely people here really did become like a second family to me. The reason I stopped blogging here is because I had a serious knock down about a year or so ago - I lost track of who I was and didn't feel like 'TOP-oppa' anymore. I didn't want to blog here when I didn't feel like myself, and I didn't want to comeback after being away so long. But I decided today, to come home. I got knocked down again by something recently - but the best thing to remember is that you should never give up on yourself, so I'm back. I've also been blogging (and will continue to blog) on this blog: http://vvnightingale.blogspot.co.uk/ so if you're interested in me more as a person beyond my Top obsession, go check that out.