I can't stop thinking about how I don't pass as the opposite of my agab and spend too much time in front of the mirror !!!

It's ruining my life and I genuinely am doing nothing these days besides worrying about my looks, I hate it and I don't know what to do !!!

I'm so passively bored these days except for when I'm studying for a test which for some reason is becoming fun for me ??? Idk what to do !!!

I'm spending too much time on social media yet I'm not even interacting with my mutuals I feel terrible for it and I'm scared I'll ruin my friendship with all of them !!!

Like I feel like I'm just making time pass for me yet I'm not doing anything !!! And I don't know WHAT to do !!! I can think of only a few stuff but it takes too much effort for me to just stand the fuck up and start doing these things and I don't feel like getting out of bed and I don't know how to combat this !!!

I can't meet up with my friends because they're all so busy all the time !!!

And I can't make new ones because I don't know HOW to APPROACH people !!!