#tom4ever

Go for it and have a wild guess why I give myself such a title! 😅 Firstly, I loooOOOoove snickerdoodle cookies; my absolute favorite cookie 😊 And growing up I was always known for constantly doodling, even during my studies and having a snicker here and a snicker there, all out of pure enjoyment and innocent amusement 😇 Now others may think the First Lieutenant is just for fun, but actually it’s because of First Lieutenant (Waaait for iiiiiit!…) Thomas Davee Chamberlain! 😍🥰😍🥰❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 Yes, I am that (I hate to say “obsessed”) in LOVE with him 🥹❤️‍🔥🥰. And Yankee, well, also for him 😅☺️ I like to play on words and make puns for funnnn. “Yankee Doodle” well I am Yankee -Snicker-Doodle and I would be that one, in my Thomas Chamberlain uniform, with her art binder, always doodling something 🥰

I was an avid G+ user back in the day and it was my social before MeWe became the go to after it shut down. But Tumblr has become my place to share my love life with Tom and express it freely. I hate cursing and derogatory comments and such. When I use a word out of frustration I make it something funny in replace of bad ones, for example: one of my favorite phrases to say is "Sunny beach" (say it fast enough or enough times and you know what phrase it sounds like 😆) Another is Ants hole 🤣 Ah, shrapnel; Ah, scrap metal; buck off; Oh scooby doo. All the silly things that sound like cursing, but ain't.  My real first name is Reigna (Rei-na) but my middle name on here is a spin on Tom’s middle name “Davee” making it more feminine as “Deeva” as I AM a girl 😜. You’ll find me with the same name –Reigna Deeva Chamberlain– on the Harry Potter game –Hogwarts Mystery in the house of Slytherin. I picked it for Snape 😇 as I wanted my favorite professor as my head of said house. I honestly see myself as Hufflepuff IRL. 🦡 💛🎗️🖤 Huffle-rin! 💚🖤💛😅

I am a little night owl who loves the later half of the day and would much rather stay in bed with Tom blanket 🥰 and do not much care for mornings unless there's promises of coffeeeee 😇 Tom blanket goes with me everywhere. I have health conditions actually very much like how Tom had growing up; we were always sickly, skinny and weak. We both don’t do well with the cold and hence is a reason I need a blanket with me and often wear sweaters even in the heat of summer…. I have the touch of ice and “cold feet” lol no pun –actually yes intended! Haha! 😆 So I am happy to have the comfort of my Tom blanket and though what everyone sees is just a mere blanket, to me he is my Tom 🥰 I like to compare my life with my Tom blanket with the comic: Calvin and Hobbes and therefore say Tom is my Hobbes 🥹 But I am very sweet and kind; funny as all getup and very shy except when I am around people who I know and trust 😇 I can be as social as Tom when it comes to that 🥰

I love making people laugh and smile, more so than making myself! In fact, it makes me smile and laugh to see others smile and laugh. One of my favorite things to hear aside from my dear Tom's voice and the voice of my best friend, is laughter. I sometimes get the best laugh from just hearing someone's laugh! 😂 😍

I love being who I am and I know Tom loves it also and how true to tradition and old school I am. I don't put the modern ideas into history, rather, I adapt my life to fit what would have been in the past and go with it in my own little way of living the past in the future 😇 Tom is my past and my future and I want to please him with keeping old fashioned as I do find it much more enjoyable than what is normal in the modern day. I believe Tom would not like this world as it is today, but I think he would find joy in the technology and the way things operate, better health care and such...But as far as society, this would not be the place for him.....If I could go back and help him I would... I truly believe that he needed a young lady who could have been more of a kindred spirit and much like him like I actually am myself....We would have fun together, he would find my goofy side fun to be around and sense of humor, dorkiness and my funny little quirk and feisty reactions probably so enjoyable... I like to picture us working together in a shop, he would be back to being that manager he was before the war and I would be his assistant or whatever worked best, but side by side; we would be together everywhere. And maybe even eventually having those little ones he wanted so desperately 🥹🥰

I also want to state that what Jeff Shaara said about Tom being a "womanizer" is just absurd and shameful of him...Tom was not so, and because of that, I actually have a big tiff like a fiesty squirrel with him 😠 He ruined how I looked at Gods and Generals, more so than the bad ratings of that movie....How could you lead people to believe that about poor Tom!? 😭 The drinking part unfortunately was true...But a lot of poor soldiers went to drink after the war...Imagine what was going on in their mentally hurt minds after seeing what they witnessed in that horrible war!! 💔 Tom should have stayed in the army.....He would have lived a better life 😢🥺💔 Idgaf what anyone else believes but I will say this: Tom did not get what he truly deserved…He deserved way better and I can’t stand people who don’t do their research and believe according to fiction, even if it’s historical fiction…Some of how Tom was portrayed in the films and the books are not accurate…Many seem to forget that….

I loooove C. Thomas Howell and I don’t think there was a better actor for Tom than he m, and he will always be my favorite for bringing my Tom to life on the screen; bringing him in motion and alive for us to get an idea how he was in real life 🥹🥰♥️ Tom Howell may not have had those gorgeous blue eyes, 💙 but he has the same brown as mine ☺️ And both he and Tom Chamberlain and I have the same hair color!! 😍🤎 I have been told that I actually look like I could be his little tiny twin sister 🥹🥰 I am also the youngest of my sisters as he was the youngest, and I have one younger brother after me. I was also a twin but sadly my twin died in the womb before I was born later 😭

I believe in guardian angels, and I like to picture Tom as my guardian as they say that spirits do come back if they have work still here on this earth to do, and I see Tom as that. I hear his voice randomly sometimes in my head and find his pictures without knowing they were even there. I have had occasion where I had opened a book at random and there he was. 🥹🥰🥲 I am pretty confident he is really here with me. When I went to Gettysburg back in May this year and finally got to go to Little Round Top where my beloved 20th Maine was, I was not exactly sure how to get to the exact location from the statue of Warren but I felt this burning anxious sensation in my heart that was pulling me in the direction and I had no idea even though I have looked over maps and read on the location –but I was lost in person once I was finally there. I spoke to a tour guide who was responsible for a group of teens, never told him I was looking for where the 20th made their stand, and my nephew was so proud he had to tell the guide that I was telling them what was happening everywhere here as if I were there that day and that this was my first time ever being on LRT. The guide grinned big and said “She is right!” And then looked to me and said “You then would know where the 20th was.” And I just bounced and said “Yes!” And pointed in the direction I felt my heart calling and could hear my darling Tom beckoning me. I felt like he was leading me the whole way and I told the guide that I felt it and that I was going to follow the feeling and he nodded with a smile and said that was right. I just dashed off after a few moments and after the tour guide came back to me and shook my hand with such respect…It made me want to become a tour guide myself! 🥹🥹🥹When I get called out on my feelings and love for my Darling Thomas, I actually want to hide because I mostly am just too shy and I don’t like recognition that much lol. At the same time, I also get frowned upon because I love a man who died 99 years before I was born….And it’s mostly my family that seems to be negative towards it, but I am not surprised. I grew up separated from most of them so I don’t really expect them to understand. But I am content 🥰 for I have Tom and in the end, he and the Almighty, along with my best friend; friends and those who love me will be there for me. 🤗🥰🫂❤️‍🔥

And that is my rant on Tom 🥹😅🥰☺️♥️🤗🌹❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹😇 Tom4Ever🌹

You’ll see that sometimes I like to wear horse ears in some pictures and drawings I do. I like to cosplay sometimes and just for fun wear them when dressed up. I have fanfic oc’s that I like to write fandoms about and they do have to do with the Civil War and Tom (Yes I know I said that I was done ranting about my love but, haha I can’t shut up about him for the life of me 😅) has his roles in each story variant and sometimes I like to post them. Always a love story between us 😘🥰🌹

you’ll find I have other things I like other than Civil War to talk about and post. But always go nuts over CW and Tom –GAH! I can’t go a phrase without mentioning him!! 🥹🥹🥹

Alright that’s it, I promise! 🤣 I better just leave it at that! 😅 Thanks for reading my geek pinned post 🫣😅😇🥰

And if my Tom and me edits and posts bother you, three words: Deal with it 😎🥰

Btw, the picture of C, Thomas Howell as Tom Chamberlain that I have a million edits of myself in including my profile picture is a photo I bought and was given permission to use from thee photographer who took the picture himself 🥰 He has not given anyone else permission to use it so please do not take it and use it. Only I have permission. You won’t find this photo as it is extremely rare anywhere as only literally like five people even have copies of this photo, bought from the photographer himself and he does not share it anywhere. I in fact am the only person who has shared this on social media etc. So if you come across it anywhere it’s from me and anyone else using it has not been given permission and out of respect for the photographer who took the photo I must request you respect him. He and I have become best friends 😇🥰 And he worked shoulder to shoulder with Howell on both sets of Gettysburg and Gods and Generals, and he has been telling me all about so much he experienced with Howell on the sets. I feel so much closer to my Tom through him and he brightens my day every time we get a chance to chat. I have bought multiple prints of his photographs of Tom and all are rare photos. He also acted in both Gettysburg and GandG. ❤️❤️❤️

But, Lawrence….what you mean I’m not your brother?

When your phone is in desperate need of its software updates and photos is taking up most of the storage and you have to delete some, but…..

Almost all the pictures on my phone are pictures of Tom!!! 😭 How can I delete him???? THIS IS CRUELTY!! 💔💔💔

I am not feeling well as my health today decided to dictate everything, but here we are just enjoying the Sunday together 🥰

The Secret of the 20th Maine 🥀

Part 3.

Lawrence stayed in the tent and waited for Tom to return, making himself comfortable by sitting in a chair in the corner by the entrance. He was so exhausted from the fighting that day on Little Round Top and rested his eyes, rubbing his forehead which he rested in the palm of his hand and started to nod off.

Tom found the surgeon he had gotten supplies from before and trotted up to him, explained the situation and read him the list of items he needed and the surgeon at first was a little cross with him, then Tom let out the identity by the slip of the tongue; accidentally mentioning it was a woman he was caring for and the surgeon raised his eyebrows and quickly looked back at Tom when he was about to walk away, stopping in his tracks.

“I mean, “he”…I don’t know why I said “she”.”

The surgeon however was not fooled by Tom’s attempt to cover up what he said. “No, I think you meant what you said.. You did…Didn’t you??…

Tom sighed and looked down at the ground and was quiet for a moment..”Yes –alright I did…And she is badly hurt and I am doing my best to take care of her. I can do it if I have the necessary medical supplies…I may not be the best “medical officer” but I have seen and observed stab wound be treated and mended so I do know a few things and I want to be of help..I don’t want to burden the other surgeons and yourself if I can help the lady…So….Will you help me with the supplies?”…

The surgeon stood there and thought for a moment; his mind full of mixed feelings as he pondered over his thoughts, almost lost in thought like when Tom then asked him again. “Well?…Will you?”

“Oh, well fine….Here.” He set down his medical pouch and grabbed a whole bundle of fresh bandages and added the other supplies Tom requested, handed them to him and stood back up, swinging his bag back over his shoulder. “Now, you take care of that lady of yours you hear? And if you need anything, don’t hesitate to come and find me.”

Tom was very grateful, took the supplies and thanked the surgeon, telling him he would do as asked by him if he needed anything before quickly walking off; heading back to his tent. He saw Lawrence asleep when he walked in, tried not to disturb him as he walked over and set the supplies down at the end of the cot, taking a moment to look at my bandages to see how much blood already soaked through but so far the bandage was holding well; he did a good job in securing it and keeping it tight enough without inflicting much pain. Lawrence then woke up, rubbed his eyes and looked at Tom. “Did you get the supplies?” Tom looked at him. “Yes. I did…But I am afraid I slipped and told the surgeon about her….But he was a little cross with me and I don’t know if I would have gotten the supplies if I hadn’t accidentally said what I said.”…

Lawrence gave him a funny look. “That is so like you, Tom….You are terrible with keeping things to yourself sometimes.”…

“Well, look at the bright side…He has offered to be of help if we need anything for her…He was actually rather sincere about the situation and even gave me more supplies than I asked for.”

Lawrence stood up and yawned. “Yeah, I hope that was not because he thought the wound was that serious….Did you tell him the extent of her injury?”

“I did earlier…The first time I went to him for supplies…He did tell me to watch carefully and constantly for infection…I think the bleeding is starting to subside.”

“Yeah need to be careful of that too even…Swelling is a step to infection and infection can cause the blood flow to cut off…Just do as the surgeon suggested and I think she will be alright.”…

“Alright. Planned on it….You better get some rest, Lawrence…You look like you could use it.” ”I will…But, I will leave you to your tent and, you chair as seems the only thing you have now to rest in.” He put his kepi back on and rubbed his nose with a slight sniffle as he turned to leave.

Tom went to his chair shortly after Lawrence left and moved it over to my bedside and sat down, letting out a long yawn then looked back at me, started to get sleepy himself and after a few minutes, he was out like a light after pulling the brim of his kepi down over his eyes and sinking back in his chair with his arms crossed in front of him and crossed his boot over the other.

–To be continued 😇🌹

 Let them say we're crazy, what do they know? Put your arms around me, baby, don't ever let go Let the world around us just fall apart Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

… And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us Nothing's gonna stop us

… Ooh, all that I need is you All that I ever need And all that I want to do is hold you forever Forever and ever