why do people always make a huge deal about things. like if i decide to wear make up or do something with my hair. maybe i would do it more often if people stopped making it a huge deal. maybe i don't do it that often because i don't always feel comfortable.  maybe i'm just not as good at it as other people. i've got the whole sports, video games and working out think down to a t.. but ask me the different kinds of braids and you're speaking spanish. i don't know what happened along the way but i just never got into all the girly things and i wish that i did. everyone says that they want a girl like me .. but thats not true .. it's very far from. and it's probably why i'm stile alone .. so maybe people are right. i gotta be more girly. get more girly clothes , wear make up more and do my hair more. dumb myself down when it comes to sports. go to the gym less and get more girly hobbies instead of working out and going to the gym .. maybe put down sports illustrated and pick up a people magazine. maybe they're right .. maybe if i were more girly i wouldn't be alone.