#tnoip

I'm pretty drink right now, but... Do you ever notice anything about me?

I notice everything about you.

From the way you bite your lip, to the way to you move your mouth when you talk... Everything comes out the side. You talk from the side of your mouth with so much expression and uncertainty. Your eyebrows furrow and I don't even think you're aware. You never do it in purpose. Such sincere uncertain. Bite your lip at me.

Do you ever notice anything like that from me?

Do you ever recognize those little things?

I know you and I love you.

Do you feel the same?

If you happen to come across this blog, please remember what you once said to me:

“Love, you must separate the art from the artist.”

Please believe me when I say I have never loved anyone as much as you, but conversely, my love for you has stirred many other emotions.

Jealousy, hate, anger, sadness,

All emotions that must be expressed, my dear. So please don’t take these posts the wrong way. All the feelings I feel for you are immense. Immense love, immense jealousy, immense hate, immense sadness, immense joy, immense admiration...

I love you, my dear, but I am sick, and I won’t get better if I have to hold all my emotions inside. I will explode, and I just might take everything I love down with me.

Please don’t be upset.

I love you,