#tivaninja

Woah woah woah baby doll what did she do?

ugh she is actually insufferable. I can't stand living here anymore but I'm stuck because I have no money and I don't know anyone else to go live with. She makes me so angry. She won't even talk to me, and when she does she e-mails me even though we live in the same house and it pisses me off so much. And with every single thing she'll go straight to my mum and won't even talk to me about anything and just tries to cause all of these issues. In the middle of last year I had pretty bad depression and she was making every aspect of my life even more difficult by going and telling my mum shit and making things up and just causing issues for me and I was about ready to commit suicide pretty much every night and I nearly did on a couple of occasions and for starters I can never ever forgive or even tolerate her after that because that was the single most difficult period of my life to date.

Now she's started doing the same shit. She's telling my mum that I'm going to have to start paying her more money because apparently I 'don't clean' even though she's the one who doesn't and she's just trying to cause all of these issues and she's complaining to everyone and making bitchy facebook statuses and I just hate being in this environment

i literally can't even leave my room im stuck in here and i just want to live in a positive environment with cool people who i can talk to and hang out with and where i can actually leave my bedroom because this is so bullshit and im so done

but because i have no money and im stuck because i have to save a lot for my trip at the end of the year i just can't escape or do anything about it and im just about done with living here with her and i just want to leave and pretend she doesn't even exist anymore because i have literally never hated anyone as much as i do her and i just never feel this way about people and i just need to get rid of all of this negativity but i dont think i can while im here with her because she's so horrible. 

Im the same way! xD

it's so horrible! i tell myself every single time never to drink coffee after midday and when i do i know i'll regret it but at the time i just NEED it haha.