closed starter feat. nic / @tittypriestess
nic had to remind herself - during almost every second of every day - that this was not serious. she knew if she allowed her heart to overtake her emotions, it’d be a matter of time before it was broken. nic knew exactly what she was signing up for when she had finally made the first, bold move in kissing devin. she might feel like a girlfriend, or act like one, but nic would have to talk herself down every time she felt her heart fluttering at the sight of devin’s arms curling, or when she’d pass a wink whenever nic would compliment her cooking. they were casual. nic wanted it to be heard that she fully understood the assignment. it was why after rolling out of devin’s bed (as she had been spending most of her mornings) and dragged herself into the other’s bedroom, she had yet another internal debate with herself while brushing her teeth to just talk to the other girl that she was okay with being casual. okay-ish, at least.
“hey, babe?” maybe she should have shimmered down with the pet name, but it had rolled out so naturally even with her mouth being half muffled with toothpaste. she turned around to stand in the doorway of the bathroom, shoulder soon propping against the door frame, fingers already fidgety from nerves as she looked over to the redhead. “you know i’m okay with you being with other girls, right? i joke about being a jealous type, but, like... do what you want to do.” it felt like there were actual weights on nic’s shoulders when she tried to shrug effortlessly. they slumped in absolution as she turned back into the bathroom to finish the task at hand, soon running the water to clean up after herself and returning to her previous position inside the door frame, this time with her arms crossed - protecting the beating heart inside of her. “i just... don’t want to hear about it, y’know? i like being able to pretend that i’m the only girl in the world when it’s just me and you.”











