so, why the heck are people saying krisgoat/tiktakvt/love_bunny is a nazi?
CONTENT WARNING: this post contains nazi content, transmisogynistic slurs, and (either mentioned, or as censored as possible) nsfw content. once again, tiktak -- who has now deleted most of her accounts -- requests no minors seek out or interact with her content. this is not a call to harass/dox krisgoat.
i know this goes against what kris has said on goatlings, but when you hear a rumor like this -- a serious allegation against someone running a business -- it's best to dig into it yourself, to see with your own eyes whether it's true or false. i believe the reason kris urges people to simply close their eyes and ignore vague, "slanderous" rumors about her is because she knows, by looking into it yourself, you'd find the rumors have more merit than she claims.
first and foremost, this post will assume you've already read the krisgoat = tiktakvt masterpost. but as a quick rundown:
krisgoat's alternate accounts are typically named tiktak(l)vt (or, more recently, love_bunny). she is a vtuber. as of december 2025, her main vtuber account -- @/tiktakvt on twitter -- has been deleted, as has her boyfriend @/zegskiel/boludo's. and zegskiel is the main subject of this masterpost.
there is a lot of proof kris and zegskiel were mutually close. this part's image-heavy, but it's important i emphasize that this wasn't one-sided fanboying on zegskiel's part; they were, at the very least, friends, and pre-deletion zegskiel did refer to kris as his wife.
the rune-shaped elephant in the room
zegskiel's persona was shown in quite a few of those images, but in case you couldn't make out the tattoo, here's a detailed reference sheet. it's important enough that it's earned its own spot on the ref, and it was visible in at least two images with kris's vtuber sona.
(wikipedia's page on the othala rune; adl's page)
maybe he did mean it in an innocent way. he could've. after all, he specifically chose the version without the wings, and the symbol was adopted as a nazi symbol from its original meaning (heritage, ancestry, family).
to claim zegskiel is a neonazi based on the usage of a rune meaning "heritage" is like claiming someone named "froglover88" is a nazi simply for their use of the number 88 -- i mean, they could've been born in 1988. so, in situations like this, it's important to look deeper. let's see what else is (or was) available on zegskiel's accounts.
from vgen, stating he is argentinian. still up as of december 16, 2025; nsfw content warning for this page.
from bluesky, unsure if deleted. usage of a transmisogynistic slur. refusal to draw lesbians, despite clearly knowing how to draw women above.
(there was another instance of slur usage -- responding to someone's feminine male oc with the "it's a t**p" gif -- but i lost the screenshot. make of that what you will.)
and, of course -- the name zegskiel itself. when said out loud -- chanted and drawn out -- it does bear a certain resemblance.
this doesn't definitively prove he's a neonazi
well, sure. it does complicate things that he didn't outright say "i'm a nazi." it could all just be innocent coincidences. again, the othala rune wasn't originally a nazi symbol. much like another symbol you might be thinking of right now.
but there's still three questions here:
why would someone want a symbol on their persona that could be mistaken for a hateful symbol?
if you saw someone put a swastika in their art, how likely are you to assume they are using it in its original, peaceful context as opposed to its current use?
and 3. if zegskiel isn't a neonazi, a transmisogynist, or a lesbiphobe...
who else could r00p be talking about here? why was kris's immediate response to being questioned, rather than prove this company's innocence, the threat to shut down goatlings.com?
from r00p: "we (the former staff) had concerns about a particularly worrying report; we brought them up in a respectful, educational, and unassuming manner, just in case it was a misunderstanding - but we were clear that it was a genuine, valid concern, especially during the current climate."
from eckhart: "i'm not sure where to put this part in a manner that doesn't seem clunky, so i'll put it as general advice: try to be conscious of what kind of company you keep. sometimes their decisions reflect on you too, you know? ha."
from beautyburnsgold: "i have seen speculation about the identity of anonymouse, and some people have come to a conclusion that is grossly false. [...] it hurts me to see people credit their hard work to a bad person based purely on rumors and hearsay. i will not elaborate on the person the rumors are circulating about, the information is out there if you look for it, but please know it is something i do not agree with and will not stand for."
(note: at the time of beautyburnsgold's post, anonymous users on the goatlingsvent blog speculated that anonymouse's true identity was zegskiel.)
we don't know if r00p was referring to zegskiel
that's a fair point; it's not like they can namedrop a nsfw artist onsite, so aside from speculation, there's no way to confirm r00p was 100% talking about zegskiel. just in case kris's "husband" isn't who r00p was referring to, let's take a look at other company kris keeps on the tiktakvt account.
alright so what's the point of this post?
to be honest, i'm not asking for anything from kris anymore. the things that've come out about her in the past few years -- underpaying and overworking her staff (to the point of physical injury, in 21kkn and berrymilk's cases), lying about "stepping away from goatlings" to continue collecting site funds, general performative activism, instantly banning users who are critical of the site with no chance of appeal, the kind of people she chooses to associate with -- have shown me what kind of person she is.
the bottom line is that kris is gonna keep this site up "weekend at bernie's" style to fund her sidegig for as long as she can. that's whatever.
the thing is that she's making $3k a month off of returning diamond dust boxes -- off of a majority-queer userbase, on a site that openly celebrates pride -- from users who have no idea she's fine being friends (and even partners) with people who use slurs against them (and use particular symbols on their personas).
so, this post in particular is aimed at the remaining goatlings community: i hope this post can give you the information you need to make an informed decision of whether or not you feel comfortable giving money to this site in the future.
or, if you're free-to-play: reconsider submitting to the monthly design contests, reconsider offering your work onsite -- to be owned by krisgoat -- and to be used to keep more people onsite. goatlings is a sinking ship, and as much as it was a game i once enjoyed playing -- so long as kris is at the head of it, nothing will change or improve.
note: apparently my url is a banned word on goatlings.com now, and at least one user (sarry) has been nuked from the site for saying it in livechat. so do with that what you will.
please send me an ask if you have additional information, screenshots, or corrections!
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heres a look at what Kris has been spending goatlings site funds on over the last year. if you've been wondering in the wake of all the ex staff statements where your money could possibly have been going, its here. this is just a sampling, but pictured here are at least 3 different custom 3d models, which all cost anywhere from a few hundred to upwards of $1k to commission. that's just the model base price and doesnt include custom assets that would be an added expense like the ears, heart eyes, heart ahoge, accessories, outfits, effects, poses, ect. which can range from $5 to $50 to $100 each. and this is just a very small sample, she has upwards of 30+ unique outfits that i could see in my short scroll through her fansly, a lot of them custom which makes them more expensive. there is legitimately thousands of dollars on display in her account. this also doesnt include her 3 custom vtubing models, all of which cost between $500-$1000 to commission and have rigged, not including their unique outfits, custom accessories, emotes, ect. it also doesnt include the hundreds of dollars she's spent on art commissions in the last year, most of them of her and her nazi bf.
Kris claims that goatlings is her full time job and main source of income, and taking a quick scroll through tiktak's vgen commissions page and doing the math proves that the bulk of the funding for these things must come from goatlings. ex staffs tabs sat unpaid for years, discord and site mods were paid a measly $5-$10 a month, new art staff were hired at below minimum wage and made to put out over 150+ new items in 30 days, programming updates and promises of site features were left to rot, all so that Kris could do *this* with your money every single month while lying to your face about it.
"All site revenue is strictly used for site operational costs, paying staff, and my basic living expenses. It is not used for unrelated spendings or personal luxury purchases." my fucking ass
CONTENT WARNING: tiktak requests no minors interact with her content, as there IS material definitely not for minors. it is not a crime to have a nsfw account unrelated to your sfw community. don't be an asshole, and don't seek out or interact with her content if you are a minor.
THIS IS NOT A CALL TO HARASS KRISGOAT/TIKTAK.
21kkn/zoro, a former mod of goatlings, has recently spoken up about their time spent working for krisgoat. i would heavily recommend reading their own posts on the topic to learn about their experience working as a site artist. in one of these posts, zoro includes the following video, which has dropped a massive bombshell.
part 1: the video
21kkn has stated kris has since deleted her side of the conversation, but honestly, i think it's still damning even without any response that 100% proves it. there was clearly a conversation here. kris clearly had to have replied without denying the account was hers.
21kkn also pulls up krisgoat's account for proof, which does indeed share a joindate and unique @ with kris's actual discord.
part 2: the art
the next piece of evidence that points to krisgoat being tiktakvt is in tiktak's art. you used to be able to find tiktak's art on multiple accounts under the same name, including toyhouse, but she has since privated a lot of her art.
here are some examples that have been backed up:
compared to some goats drawn by kris, as well as art from her official toyhouse:
part 3: the timing
tiktakvt also has had a few suspiciously-timed tweets that coincide with events on goatlings.
most notably, this recent one (from september 29th, 2024: before monster masquerade preparations began) that was deleted.
and then this one, which is still available to view as of october 10th, 2024:
citing "overtime at work" in between the giving tree update (april 6th, 2024) and the start of the jestling event (april 12th, 2024).
there is also this tweet announcing a birthday stream hosted on april 1st...
...while krisgoat's birthday, according to her deviantart, appears to be march 31st.
what does this mean?
well, on its own, having a sidegig as a vtuber (and making suggestive/adult content) is not a crime. this post wasn't made to say that krisgoat is a horrible person for having a hobby and spending money from her job on said hobby. kris is an adult who can do what she wants.
what it means for kris to be tiktak, though, is that there are serious questions to ask about just why kris has ignored requests time and time again for transparency on where money for the site is going.
we don't have money for a palestine fundraiser, we need money for the programmer (despite the only recent change, to my knowledge, being the addition of tabs), and we need a fundraiser at the end of the year to compensate the mod team, but tiktak had enough money to buy a full-body rig, which was bought from stardustgummy 3 years ago.
from there, it's easy to find stardustgummy's commission rates.
full-body rigs don't come cheap.
let's return to goatlings staff and 21kkn. while krisgoat seems to have been paying upwards of $800 for her full rig, her staff was initially being paid in virtual currency for their work.
the most commonly accepted conversion rate between diamond dust and US dollars is 100dd = 1usd. which means her art staff was being paid the equivalent of $15-20 per fully rendered fullbody piece for her site.
not to mention, from the mod behind mascot livechats' dev log post:
staff has a lot on their plate, and there is simply not enough staff onboard to cover everything.
(statement from 21kkn's post, linked above)
while staff is trying to juggle many different responsibilities all at once, kris has shown no interest in hiring more staff/volunteers. while i can understand wanting a more close-knit group of trusted people for your site, i strongly feel this preference should be reconsidered when staff is being given this much to do.
and while staff is juggling with site duties, kris has apparently been streaming roblox, doing personal commissions, and recording tiktok dances as tiktakvt.
we don't know for sure that kris is neglecting her goatlings duties/that she's underpaying her staff
that's true, and that leads into the final point: we don't know for sure because there is no transparency at all from kris herself regarding goatlings. if we had been given any hint in the past of where money spent on diamond dust is going, perhaps it would be easier to chalk this up as an innocent hobby on the side.
it is simply because kris has not been fully transparent about how things work behind the scenes, after months of users asking for it on "the state of goatlings" thread and beyond, that makes tiktakvt (and her actions) questionable.
what's the bottom line?
we want transparency. that's it. things haven't meaningfully changed onsite for years, we're backed up on updates that have been promised for who knows how long, the only statement we have about how kris pays her staff points to very suspicious business practices and use of funds, even if kris began paying her staff in real-world currency later on.
and again: don't harass krisgoat or tiktakvt over this. don't try to "out" her or do anything stupid like that. you are not helping, you do not look cool, you look like an asshole.
closing notes
mentioning this information onsite or in the discord may lead to the termination of your goatlings account. be very cautious.
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i wasn't sure where to include this in the post itself, so here it is
note, as well, that there is a claim krisgoat has made regarding goatlings's inability to do a proper fundraiser (or fundraiser stream) for palestine that has been proven false in light of this reveal.
this statement in particular just doesn't add up when you consider the fact that krisgoat has been regularly streaming as tiktakvt for years.
this response, to my knowledge, marks the last time krisgoat talked about a potential goatlings fundraiser stream for palestine. she claims she doesn't have the proper equipment to do an actual "work with me" type stream -- when we know now that she does -- and then disappears entirely once someone asks for more detail on the situation.
while i will add that tiktakvt has been advertising a small fundraiser for the pcrf since june, krisgoat's lie that she "doesn't have the proper equipment to do a goatlings fundraiser for palestine" is just another drop in the bucket of kris's shitty behavior when it comes to goatlings-related support of palestine.
Did you know Kris has Toyhouse? One for Krisgoat, and one for Tiktak. Mostly posting this to stir the pot and see if she takes them down, and for those who want to block her for your own comfort :) (For reference, Toyhouse users use "report links" to track people. Clicking on the username takes you to the profile, in case of name changes!)
https://toyhou.se/~tickets/create/user/540177 (TiktakVT) (NSFW warning I think?)
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can we take a second to imagine what the fights between kris and zegskiel must be like. oh my god.
the nazi that's too pussy to actually say "seig heil" too pussy to get the actual swastika tattoo, too pussy to even put it on his big muscly anime boy sona, because his scrawny ass can't take a punch in real life for the ideology he's soooooo fond of, VS. utah's most prolific gaslighter who earned her middle class fortune by pitching a fit about any and all criticism lobbied towards her my little pony fansite. and they're both gooners. what i wouldn't GIVE to be a fly on the wall for their inevitable very messy very public middle school breakup. who gets goatlings in the divorce?
Idk if this is her actual account or if its a fake but either way its BAD and i thought id bring it up because i havent seen it yet and given she does roblox content its in the realm of possibilities
If it gets deleted i have vids saved from it too for anyones viewing pleasure
