Hi, I was wondeding if you had any plans for the next part of tidebound? I've had a tab open in chrome of it up in ao3 so I can check updates easily đ
Hey, friend!
I can confirm that I'm still working on Tidebound, but I can't give a definitive time for the next update. It'll come when th muse/time does đ
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Themes: soulmate marks, cursed ships, ocean magic, emotional tension, old gods, yearning, pirate crew shenanigans, mapmaker heroine who does not swoon on command
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You were four the first time you slipped past your nannyâs watchful gaze.
You didnât leave the estateânot really. Just clambered down the steep embankment to the beach, hands and knees scratched and scuffed, dress torn on bramble and rock. You ran for the sea, wild and unsteady. The sand ate at your steps, soft and slow and sucking at your ankles.
You hardly cared.
The water stretched wide before youâopen, endless, promising something far better than stuffy shoes and itchy stockings.
You made it into the surf, laughing as the cold froth soaked through fabric and leather. It felt good, like a splash of freedom on a too-hot summer day.
And you couldâve sworn⊠you heard a voice in the waves.
âCome, come, come, come.â
Then your nannyâs shriek cut through the wind, and strong arms pulled you back from the tide. You struggled as she scolded you, her words unheard as she dragged you from the beach. The voices faded with the sound of the lapping waves.
The cage followed soon after, high walls and locked doors meant to keep small wandering feet from straying too far. The windows, too, were kept sealed after an attempt to scurry down the creeping vines lining the manorâs walls. When they tried to shutter them, you screamed and wailed until they left them open, just to appease you. You could no longer hear the sea, but you could see it.
It wasnât enough.
You were seven the first time they made you wear corset stays.
The tailor pricked you six times and clucked every time you flinched. The fabric was brocadeâgilded, itchy, stiff enough to stand on its own. You were told it was proper. You were told it would train your posture, your discipline, your beauty.
All you could think was that it made breathing feel like drowning on dry land. And when the maid pulled the ties and enclosed it around you, you were reminded of the death cages you had seen during your last visit to the city.
Later that day, you stole a pair of trousers from the stable boy, climbed a tree by the cliffs, and refused to come down until nightfall. Your minders and the manor guards circled the tree for hours, trying and failing to fetch you down. Time and again they were foiled, unable to reach the heights your smaller form had retreated to.
When your father demanded an apology, you gave him silence.
It wasnât the first time he hit youâa slap that left a fleeting mark. It wouldnât be the last.
When you were eleven, your family hosted a visiting scholar. She was there a weekâjust a week. Her face was wrinkled like old leather and her hands seemed as though they should creak when they moved. She wore a fine dressâwithout a corset, you noted. She smelled like old books and oranges and showed you how to draw maps by the stars.
You took to it instantly.
The sea had always spoken to you. Now, you were learning to answer back.
You were so often kept from the beach, but not when she insisted she take you to show you the stars over the sea. They catered to her, and she used that favor to give you a bit of freedom.
At night, as she would map the heavens, youâd press your palm into the wet sand and whisper, âWhere should I go?â
The tide would rise around your fingers.
You never told anyone.
You were fifteen when they took you to court for the first timeâa debutant, they called you.
You were beautiful. Of course you were. They made sure of it.
Your gown shimmered like sunlit foam. Your hair was a masterpiece of curls and lacquer. You smiled just right. You danced just enough. You said nothing of worth. That was the point. You still felt the sting of your fatherâs hand, fresh enough to serve as a reminder.
One lord asked if you played music. Another if you could embroider. A third asked if your mother had chosen a dowry yet.
Not one asked what you wanted. Nor what you enjoyed. A pretty, delicate flowerâadmired, but not seen.
You excused yourself during the fifth dance and slipped onto a balcony where the wind smelled of salt. The ocean was miles away, but you could feel it watching.
You whispered, âI hate this.â
And something in the dark whispered back, âThen leave.â
You were eighteen when you heeded that whisper. Three years spent honing your star-reading. They dismissed it as a hobby not quite uncouth enough to garner ire. At least it kept you out of the trees. They didnât know how the stars whispered of direction. Nor did they know you had learned how to listen to their voices.
You left in the middle of the night.
Not with a dramatic farewell or a tearful letter.
You packed what you could carry, stole a coin pouch from your fatherâs study, and left through the servantâs gate in a cloak too big for your shoulders.
They would say you were kidnapped. Or disgraced. Or bewitched.
Let them.
You had the stars overhead, salt in your lungs, and sand beneath your boots by dawn. You didnât know where you were going yet. Only that the sea had called you.
And this time, you answered.
Itâs been more than a year since you put your familyâs manor behind you with no intention ofreturning. Months since you came to a place called Stormwind, where the sea is a source of life and fear and respect. You live in a room above a cartographerâs shop on the edge of the docks.
The bed is hard. The ceiling leaks when it rains. But the window looks out on the sea, and theair smells like salt and possibility.
Youâve spent the last year learning the shape of wind across canvas sails, the names of passing ships, the way dockhands speak when theyâre lying. You chart maps in exchange for coinâsome drawn by request, others sold quietly to captains who seek new routes to forgotten places, and some even drawn on cured sealskins from the north and slipped into the hands of creatures with fins rather than legs, who pay you in lost and secrets.
Your hands are calloused from work. Your clothes are plain. Not a thread of embroidery to befound.
And you are free.
Not as the bards sing itânot wild and endless and weightlessâbut grounded in a life that is earned and real.
No one stops you from listening to the way the sea calls. No one stops you from replying. The wise ones only warn you of its capricious fury.
Itâs dark when you finally snuff your lantern, your hands stained with ink and a new chart left drying on the worktable. The quiet is strange, disarming. And itâs only as you settle beneath your blanket that you realizeâ