#ticka

You would’ve been 10 years old today. We almost spent 10 years together, but we had to say goodbye right before you 9th birthday..

And it hurts being without you. I miss you and I wish you were here, I guess I always will feel it that way. No one can ever be you or take your place. You were my soulmate, protector, safety, happy-pill etc. you were everything to me. I always looked forward to getting home to you, no matter how it was being outside with friends or family. When I got home I could breathe, relax, be however I wanted and you accepted me for how I was and loved me limitlessly. Just like my love for you. No one knew you better than me and no one knew me better than you. Ying&Yang - unseparable.

This is our new puppy, going to get him home in three weeks. I’m so excited!

It wasn’t like when I found Ticka, we connected immediately. We found each other and we were the perfect fit for each other.

He won’t take her place in my heart, but he’ll get his own place in my heart. But I’m still afraid people will think he’s the replacement for her. But he will never be her. No one will ever be her.

But I think I’m ready for this. Getting a new dog, train, teach and play with my own dog. Nothing is the same as working with your own dog. The bond you’re getting, the love you feel for him/her and the love you get back.

Ticka will always be my first and my soulmate. But I can’t stop having dogs.. I’m not myself without a dog in my life.

My lifestyle is having dogs, they bring out the best in me.