Why nothing is perking up;
Asking to get involved, sliding in the chats, etc. I am too shy, nervous and always edgy incase I say something regrettable.
Mental health.
Too shallow.
Insecure.
What else can I say? I'm awkward enough. I can't ask anything upfront, not even online, it's just so nerve wrecking. I can barely ask for an appointment without mixing my words up or ask for a specific ticket on the bus without looking stupid.
Guys . . . Thunderfam . . . I really do appreciate the last response I received when I was at my lowest point. I don't intend to go on with my own problems, but I really need to be blunt that if being the Thunderfan in the Thunderfandom is to be not as bullet pointed above, well, it's going to be difficult.
I'm 28 years old with the most difficult social life.











