βI became SOMETHING so much more. All I have ever WANTED my entire life was to be given a CHANCE. One mere chance to prove myself. One MOMENT where I can stand on my own two feet proudly and show each and every single one of you what I can do. WHO I AM. How strong I have become. SOMEONE who was never meant to amount to anything in this world. SOMEONE left to DIE. Someone who no one ever cared about at all. SOMEONE that people saw laying in the street and just WALKED over me and left me THERE.
I TRUSTED you . You told me you could HELP me, you told me you could make me strong. You told me that I had a place with you all. But it was NOTHING more than lies. You just wanted BODIES to throw into a ditch somewhere. You just wanted people to join your ranks and use their numbers. Throwing DOZENS and DOZENS of us at UNSTOPPABLE MONSTERS and letting us all die POINTLESS and idiotic DEATHS. I have always been a SURVIVOR, I have always known what it takes to live.
I am ANGRY that I wasted all my life walking this path. Each time you held something out to me and I reached forward towards it you snatched it away from me and time and time again you DENIED me what was mine. You PROMISED me the world and delivered NOTHING, but the demons. After years of FIGHTING them, after the years of thinking them the ENEMY. It was NOT you, it was NOT the PILLARS, it was not my SO-CALLED FRIENDS that reached out to me when I needed them the mostβ¦it was KOKUSHIBO.
Who SAW me. Who SAW the real me. For the first time in my life someone had NOTICED me. Do you have any idea what that FEELS like? To walk ALONE for so long, to be always SCARED and AFRAID and to finally find SOMEONE that LOOKED at youβ¦and saw EVERYTHING that you can become. You can think whatever you wish, KOKUSHIBO saved my life. He saw my INNER STRENGTH and he PULLED it out of me. I finally have a MASTER who SEES me, I finally have SOMEONE WHO cares for me, I FINALLY have a HOME.β
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