#throwbackselfie

2010>Now 😳 a whole decade later

#throwbackselfie from the video shooting of "Blooming in the dirt" - Live from the Black Hole 📹🎬 Forgive the distorted bad quality of the front camera of my old cheap tablet. (that stopped working almost next week since that moment 😂) I like the purpled color of the insta-story I used that day to filter this shot.. It almost adds a vintage feel to it, making it look a distant and old moment of me. I like how distant it feels. Those days were not the best of days.. Days of pain and lack of music. Days I felt unappreciated and even hated. Days I sang in silence while I actually needed to scream. Days I felt so very dark inside.. Darker than the black of my Black Hole crypt. Those days are distant now. Vintage and beautiful. 📺 Watch to the whole video on YouTube 🎧 Listen to the song on Spotify, Bandcamp, iTunes, Deezer, Tidal etc P. S. : I'm preparing my next Black Hole video upload. Make sure you subscribe to my YouTube channel to receive a notification as soon as the new video is up! OK? 🤗❤️ ( also 🤔 if you read the whole caption of this post, show it by leaving a comment and telling me what color expresses you the best these days? Let's see how many colors can we add here.. 💜💙💚💛❤️) 🔹🔹🔹 Irritating sharp-words to end a colorful over-analyzing post making it even longer: #Purple #artselfie #instafilter #braids #vintageportrait #memories #eyelinerart #crazyeyebrows #longhair #redhead #indieartist #youtuber https://www.instagram.com/p/ByLJ79yI-Oi/?igshid=10c59rsbqruax

Me at 15 vs. Me at 28... oh how times have changed 😂

Throwback 💥2018 👈🐲👉 Missing my DreadBeard 🐲 💥 🐲 💥 🐲 #throwbackselfie #birthdaymonth #picturesofme #dihang #siang #throwbackselfies #rareselfie #parshuram #selfie #parshuramkund #arunachalpradesh #selfitime #oldselfie #oldselfies #oldself #dreadlock #dreadlockbeards #yarlungtsangpo #brahmaputra #dreadlockbearddjbrahmin #instadreads #dreadlockbeard #dreaded #interlockingdreadlocks #dreadlocksdaily #dreadlockextensions (at Gauhati) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEtwhKShjK-/?igshid=1ryq1t3ef46zz

The year is 2010. I’m getting ready to take a foreign language exam while Family Jewels by Marina & The Diamonds plays on repeat in the background. I’m sporting my lucky Jonas Brothers shirt (that i absolutely did not just get at their cologne gig last week noooo) & black ripped skinny jeans (see photo 3) with Vans. I’m still pulling The Face™︎ (see photo 4) in every other selfie for it is my brand. Being 14 really could be worse (& so could the fact this is indeed my life on this fine monday in 2020 as a 24-year-old, i highly endorse character growth in carefully curated doses only if you’ve been pretty pleased with your life in the first place ✨) #self #throwbackselfie #poweredbytheBrothersofJonas https://www.instagram.com/p/B8qfIWDq24-/?igshid=1fm3qooel8927

I miss wearing my hipster glasses. I'll wear them again someday and take an updated selfie pic. #throwbackselfie #hipstergirl #hipsterstyle #blackgirlblogging https://www.instagram.com/p/BxfYzSIBMHG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qrzxo3rmgrjw

Messy hair don’t care 😎😂 #beachtrip #summervibes #sunshine #throwbackselfie https://www.instagram.com/totolorz/p/BwMmlr6HPqs8jVNToFGExfckH4pdxUKtK62GTM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9behfubpzx7z

#ThrowbackSelfie https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs-seOzHX3I/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1aaysx3ilfof1