Jan 13, 2019
As I Lay Dying - Through Struggle
Only through struggle have I found rest
With a piece of me taken away
I begin to understand
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As I Lay Dying - Through Struggle
Only through struggle have I found rest
With a piece of me taken away
I begin to understand
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As I Lay Dying - Through Struggle
"Through Struggle" by As I Lay Dying
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As I Lay Dying - Through Struggle
"Through Struggle" by As I Lay Dying
posted in r/metalcore
On repeat this Saturday night.
As I Lay Dying, "Through Struggle".
As I Lay Dying - Through Struggle
"Through Struggle" by As I Lay Dying
posted in r/metalcore
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I've started to go to group therapy, and it feels so goddamn good. We are a group of people that been through the same horrible experience, we have all been in a abusive relationship. And I have never really concidered my first relationship as abusive until recent years, espacially when I fell in love with this amazing woman, and she realized that I had a lot of fucking issues (trust, self esteem, being good enough, being blind, joking away serious stuff). And when I realized that I was the problem and that she found someone new, I broked down completly. I felt like everything just fell apart. The year before my brother past away, and the only person that kept me through my whole 2013 was this girl, and to hear her say that I was a handfull and that I was not worth the struggle, it made me totally fucked. I was so torned and broken through out 2014. When I was able to stand on my own again, I searched for help, to see how I could change my negative points. I have only been too three sessions with this group, but I have already realized that my first girlfriend (2006-2008) is the root of my lack of self esteem and trust issues.
She pushed me down and said that I had to change to be good enough for her, and I tried my best every time. I started to work out, cause she like buff guys. I started to read more, cause she wanted someone more intellectual. I cut my hair, cause she wanted me to have short hair. But I was still not good enough. She constantly talked about how good looking and smart and buff my friends/bandmates were. And because of that, I almost lost a really good friend, cause she always said that he was so good looking and that I should be more like him. And to know that I spent over two years for her makes me sick... Two fucking years. And she broke up with me cause she was cheating on me with someone else. Someone better... Today, I know what I have to work on, and I know that I probably won't meet someone like the girl who helped me through 2013. Someone with the same intrestes, but still a mind more beautiful then her looks. Someone that actually thinks that I am the most good looking person ever. Someone that likes all my corky things.
For me, love is dead. I don't have the strength or the hope in my heart for love anymore. But I feel really ok with that. Cause I have love from the people that matter the most. My friends, my family, myself.
As I Lay Dying - Through Struggle
there was like a month where i cycled like 5 songs from shadows are security on my myspace this was the shit