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learnning to play the zhoroka. why.why is an INSTRUMENT the sign of failing or ability? why was learning this sstupid thing important for?? what will this do when i grow up! i will not be goi ng a bout in my place toodle doo ing every where i go anyway why does it MATTER if it is imperfect. why is this what is important in if i was worth while !!
i was too young. my sister was too young i left far too soon. i i was out making an IDIOT of me. i wanto have seen her get thhat little bit older. i wanto know what her favvorite mvies were when she first got to choose for her self.i want to have been there to stare very hard at her first relation and to make them very nervous if they ever did her wrong. hah..
ghh. i was hungry ennough to eat anything i could and i was too. ???to want to think strongly over it. some one offered meat to me and i ate it of course i ate it. why wouldnt i? starving. have you ever felt how that feels?
and.then there was a part of a person in it. and. the whole thing was person and.
.you cant un do it
