responsibilities || james & remus
@remus-whoisleft
   The envelope came with the usual morning post and was dropped atop Jamesâ plate of sausage and eggs. He was in a rush after sleeping in that morning, and wasted no time opening it before running off to Transfiguration. It rode in his pocket for a full day of classes and quick snog with Lily in one of the stairwells overlooking the lake, and it wasnât until he was back in an empty dormitory to change out of his robes that he found it again.Â
   At first glance, James had no idea what it was -- but his dark eyes found the return address quickly, and discontent burgeoned swiftly in his chest. The Ministry of Magic, Department of Magical Law Enforcement. There was only one reason heâd be receiving a letter from them, James knew, unless theyâd somehow found out about one of the less legal uses of magic heâd learned, which he doubted. Heâd submitted a first round application for the Auror Training Program at the start of the year, nothing more than his marks from school and a personal essay detailing why he wanted to join the illustrious program. The directions explained that those who made it to the second round of selections would receive another letter with further instructions.Â
  James sucked in a breath and opened the envelope slowly, rolling out the parchment to read. Dear Mr. Potter, it began, in innocuous, calligraphic print. Congratulations! You have been selected ...Â
   Without reading any further, James dropped the letter and enclosed application on the top of his trunk and walked away from it, sighing. Heâd forgotten about the second stage of the selection process after deciding that he was no longer pursuing a career as an Auror, at least not until after his parents no longer needed him to look after them, and wished now that he hadnât wasted so much time writing a brilliant personal essay. Perhaps then he wouldnât have been chosen, and wouldnât be standing in the middle of the dormitory questioning a decision that had been made for weeks now.Â
   âQuit acting like a bloody girl, Potter,â he chastised himself under his breath, flopping back on the expanse of his mattress and staring up at the ceiling of the tower with a grumble. It was stupid, selfish, to be so discontent with the fact that he wouldnât be attending the Auror Program in the fall; James had been the one to make that decision. No one else. It hadnât been stolen from him. Heâd read between the lines of his motherâs letters. Heâd realized that his parents deserved a son who was willing to give back everything theyâd given him over the years, and he refused to be anything less. Not when James wanted whatever time he could get with Fleamont. Not when Euphemia was running herself ragged trying to take care of her ailing husband all on her own. It was selfish to be upset about giving up on one of his goals -- it wasnât like he needed the money, after all. There were others who would kill to be in that position, and he knew it. And there would be other chances, other career opportunities, after his parents no longer needed him.Â
    Firmly focused on that decision, James retrieved his wand from where it had gotten lost in the folds of his blanket and sat up, glaring at the envelope at the foot of the bed. And before he could overthink it, he waved his wand, wanting it done and over with. âIncendio!âÂ
    The envelope burst into orange flames, and James watched through narrowed eyes, his expression uncharacteristically somber, as one potential future burned to ash in front of him.Â
    Naturally, that was the moment in which James glanced up and realized that he was no longer alone in the dormitory. He winced, waving away the acrid scent of smoke with another flick of his wand, and grinned apologetically at Remus. âSorry, mate, I didnât see you there. I was being a bit dramatic, but the smell should be gone now. Whereâve you been? Itâs awfully late for just getting back to the dorm, isnât it?â








