@anywherexwhenâ (Cont. from here)
The Doctor looked at Liam, but said nothing. He wasnât in the habit of telling people things would turn out completely fine when he didnât have the usual sliver of reassurance that it would.
He ran a hand through his hair, his expression grim. âLiam, you interrupted them in the middle of a religious ceremony with-...â The Doctor waved his hand helplessly, unwilling to say the word, âmagic,â â-whatever that was! Their rites and passages might seem inhumane by our standards, but it means something to them. Youâve gone and shown off powers unlike anything theyâve ever seen before. People react to power in two ways; they respect it, or they fear it. Either way, people are going to be looking to you now for answers about things far beyond their petty day to day squabbles, and youâve just gone and told them their religion, the basis for their entire society, is wrong!â
His hair was standing on end because of the number of times heâd frantically run his fingers through it.
âAnd I donât know what theyâll do to you if we out you as a liar,â he fretted, his distress palpable. âI need more information,â he decided. âWe need to find out who these people are... who they become. If we can do that... Youâre safe so long as they think you could smite them at any moment, but weâre going to have to keep this up until I can figure out what to do next.â
He finally looked up, seeing the look on Liamâs face, and his expression softened. He reached out, affectionately stroking the younger manâs cheek. âItâs-... Iâm not going to let anything happen to you,â he promised. It wasnât what Liam wanted to hear, he knew. But it was the only promise he could securely make.
âIt was just a party trick,â Liam offered his alternative term for âmagicâ - the word the Doctor seemed to avoid, and Liam, too, if only because his own terminology made his mishap seem less severe. âFuck, Iâd given this holier-than-thou wanker a blinding dose of this stupid âcleansing light blah blahâ bullshit he seemed so fond of... if only yeâd let me.â The bitterness in his voice, some underlying, poorly hidden grudge seeping into his words, stood in stark contrast to his reddened eyes.
âI know that specific flavour of tosser; talks ye into believing emotion is sin and guilt trips ye for not being their perfect unfeeling robot.â He was trying his best to justify himself, even though the evidence was crushing: he was in the wrong. With all the best intentions, but an execution akin to launching a nuclear bomb when all you needed was to dig over your garden patch.
At least the Doctorâs voice was somehow soothing his inner turmoil, albeit a sense of regret and fear prevailed. âNo? But ye expect me to go back out there, donât ye?â He took a deep breath and exhaled with a trembling jaw. âTheir expectations... All I can do is disappoint. Itâs the shitty battle of the bands contest all over again. Got royally pissed to calm me nerves. Didnât wake up in time for the concert. Stage frightâs a bitch. If anything... Iâd rather not go back. Least of it all pretending to be a god.â











