#thramsay au

They consume my every waking thought.

Also show!Theon with a purifier :3

//I prefer to call fem!Theon Theora and Ramsay just Ramsay (I think that his name is perfect for both male and female Ramsay c:). //

Theora is working as a model. She is not that famous, but she has money and can have an easygoing life. She's not interested in politics or anything. When she was 19, she gave birth to a daughter that was mostly raised by her older childless sister. Theora was that mom that used to come on holidays and weekends, buy ridiculously expensive presents and make professional photosets with her 2 y.o. daughter. She wasn't the best mom, but she tried to do something.

Theora was turned into a handmaid cause she had a child before, so she can become pregnant again. While being in a red centre, she tried to escape several times, and some of her fingers were cut off, and she has burns and other things (nothing that can be possibly harmful for her as a potential mother, but she had a tough time there).

Roose is one of the commanders that are responsible for the creation of Gilead. He had a son who tragically died. And a daughter who seems useless to him. Especially cause she is sterile. Roose always tends to tell Ramsay how useless she is for being a woman and not being able to give birth.

Ramsay was wed to old Donell Hornwood. Cause Roose needs his power and influence. Ramsay hates him. But she can't wait to get her own handmaid. Ramsay is going a little bit too crazy with the idea of having a child.

The first handmaid is awful. Ramsay hated her. And she didn't want that slut to be the mother of her child. But the second one... The moment Ramsay sees Theora, she knows that this handmaid IS the future mother of Ramsay's kids. And Ramsay wants to make her pregnant.

Theora speaks when she shouldn't and doing things that she's not allowed to do. And Ramsay has the power to control her. Not much. But she has it.

Ramsay forces her useless husband to sleep with Theora every day. It's normally not allowed. But Ramsay just doesn't care. She needs this child. And she controls their sex. Not as a commander's wife should. But as if she's one who is fucking Theora.

But it's pointless. Theora keeps being not pregnant.

So Ramsay forces one of the men working in their house sleep with her handmaid. Using him as a dildo, basically. Once she kisses Theora afterwards and fucks that man's sperm inside her. So it will get deeper.

"Give me this child, and I'll give you everything," Ramsay says to her. Theora believes and kisses her back. She's afraid that they'll be caught. Ramsay will be hanged for being gay, and Theora will be tortured. But when Ramsay holds her, fucks her, kisses her, it just doesn't matter.

Theora gets pregnant. And Ramsay does not allow her to go outside. She controls everything. What she eats. What she does. Saying that she worries about the baby. She just doesn't want anyone to see or touch Theora.

Ramsay poisons her husband so he mostly just sleeps and controls everything in their house.

She is not sure if she feels like a future mother or a father, actually. But she doesn't care. Roose thinks that it's just a silly woman's thing and Ramsay is just obsessed with being a mother. She is. But also she's obsessed with her handmaid and wants to keep and breed her.

Ramsay: Cool. Same.

Theon: How much do you love me though?

Ramsay: Look up at the sky and count all the stars. That's how many times I love you.

Theon:

Theon: ...Is 5pm and there's no stars?

Ramsay: Do you smell that too?

Theon: No, Ramsay.

Ramsay: Neither do I.....

Theon:.....

(Little prequel to this modern AU thramsay comic)

There are a lot of feels in this chapter and shit is getting real. Feel free to check it out❤