#thoughtstumblr

I wake up everyday feeling uneasy. I feel like my body couldn’t get up from bed, and I just started to think of things that might happen for that day. Stuff like, would I ever feel hurt today? Am I going to make it? Am I going to get through this day without messing it up? so many questions. I spend more than 5 minutes calculating my day. It scares me to see people feeling bored around me. Like when they stopped talking to me I  feel like, I’m being squeezed in between walls. I can’t stop thinking of how would I make this conversation more interesting. then at the end of the day, I’ll realize how hard to be myself