#thoughtsofmine

You faint once because you weren't careful and suddenly everyone is acting strange around you trying to be extremely careful... I'm not dying yet chill.

I feel away from emotions Like I'm not breathing. It's not sad It's just empty. Its just a blurr now Like a night of terror. The waves hit but I don't move I stay still in your shadow. There words jump up and down my eyes but never reach my ears. They are burning up for me But my lights just went out. Stop saving me It'll never work out.

I’m not religious at all but i think it may be a guilt thing I don’t want to be responsible for my own death

legit cannot wait to die its insane

my friends hugging me at mcr kinda fucked me up because i cant imagine people just actually liking me time for a wee midnight cry abt it like mid sentence of a podfic lets gOOOO

made myself nobodys problem but wow

idk how long i can keep doing this